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Otherwise, if I’m not mistaken, in a job application, almost everyone feels compelled to say they love the job they’re applying for—even if, in reality, they hate doing that kind of work. But to have some kind of job, just to stay alive, survive, or live decently with the basics of life, almost all Earthly humans—including myself, most of the time—have to pretend to be someone we’re not, in terms of as a whole personality and character. And believe me I don’t consider that a freedom.

So, I’m not going to write about myself the way most people expect—based on what they’ve read, watched, or heard. What? I said “otherwise,” because as you’ve written on almost every page: if Earthly humans didn’t have to pretend to be someone they’re not, just to secure the basics from their first to last breath, in all weather, and to stay physically healthy in every sense of the word—then humanity, as one, would have to put all kinds of technology and science to work for them. Because only it is possible to have at least required basics in life for free. Yes, that’s right.

What? I said “otherwise”— 99.99% earthly humans directly or indirectly exploiting, manipulating, brainwashing, destroying, and killing each other, just as Earthly humans have done since their existence. Whether it’s to have the basics or more than enough of everything.

Yeah. You’re right again.It is so simple to understnad this much, Otherwise, nothing can be perfected, at least on Earth. Hello. This part of life and mentality is also a part of who I am.

What? I said, on the World Wide Web, someone can only be truly honest about themselves—and almost everything—if they’re not running something funded by investors, or if they’re not worried about losing their job or livelihood. Is that true? Well… I’m not sure about that.

Otherwise, it’s also true that without a job, or some kind of work and income to secure the basic necessities of life to stay mentally and physically healthy, Earthly humans cannot survive. Neither any governments nor any systems can function without that foundation.

And yet, since the beginning of human existence, one of the worst aspects of life under every government and system has been financial instability. Even with the most grueling jobs, many still fall into the category of the working poor or the struggling middle class. Because of these instabilities, almost all humans on Earth are not only forced to pretend to be someone they’re not—personality and character included—but are also often compelled to listen to and follow people who may not deserve that authority.

Let’s see if some—or all—of you feel the same way about yourselves as I’ve felt about myself so far. Therefore, this isn’t going to be an “about me” in the usual way you’ve read about others. Especially if when writing about themselves or so thay call “About me” most people write only their age, income, hobbies, educational degrees, and work experience. But knowing just that much about a person doesn’t reveal who they truly are—their personality and character as a whole.

Let’s see how different my version of “about me” turns out to be compared to others you’ve read about. And if most of you around the world find similarities—or even silently accept the same truths—then my job is done. Because not many people publicly say, discuss, or accept reality and truth about almost everything. Many aren’t able to understand it, and it can’t be taught—not even to children or students—because every family, village, town, city, state, and country prepares them to live a particular kind of life by having a financial success.

But unfortunately, when governments, systems, and life itself demand a particular lifestyle and prestige, not every government, system, or human can achieve it through honesty, brilliance, talent, or hard work alone—especially while trying to maintain self-respect. What? I said, that’s how everything starts to go downhill—either without brakes, or because the weight of earning something through all kinds of crimes causes the brakes to fail. Yeah.

Looking around… who’s laughing? Yeah, I’m laughing. Because after that, here comes the mafia mentality—the opportunists ruling the world, until even they run out of options. Yeah. Then come the direct or indirect gang wars of all kinds. And sometimes, those wars end up destroying everything that most Earthly humans worked so hard to achieve and build. And if something is full of dents—including humans and whatever surrounds them—it can struggle even while rolling on a smooth, paved road of life.

What? And that’s where Maglev technology kicks in—with the hope that all those dents caused by a too many pot holes of the road or while drving on the dirt road prectically or in the form of journey of life as a whole will somehow be repaired. Yeah. What? I said, beside having a smooth ride as well. May be you are right. Otherwise, in some parts of life and the system, even just staying afloat can be unsafe—full of unexpected free falls. And after a free fall from a height, everyone knows what can happen. Because after a hard landing, the truth becomes undeniable.

I’m not saying nothing has improved for Earthly humans or the planet since our existence. But as long as instability and the struggle for life’s basics persist—and as long as, time and time again, almost everyone and everything comes crashing down to ground zero—nothing can truly be taken for granted. And when nothing is guaranteed, how can any Earthly human be fully honest and true about themselves?

Well then… who are almost all Earthly humans? What did I say? Pretenders and opportunists. Hello—I’m not. Yeah, but to get a job or to keep, you pretended your whole life that you loved it… even if you hated to death. True. Therefore, if I’m not entirely wrong, the root of all conflicts among humans—along with crime, cruelty, and inhumanity—lies in these instabilities and fluctuations. And because of this mess, humans become who they are, shaped in personality and character by circumstance.

Otherwise… who could Earthly humans truly have been? Or who might they still become? Anyway.

Welcome, and Thank You for Visiting

First of all, thank you for stopping by to check out the website. This is my first time designing and building a site from scratch—and honestly, it’s been a wild ride. I’ve been working on this project since around 2007, and even now, it feels like the journey isn’t over. Despite (August 12, 2025, while correcting and updating this page) all the effort, I haven’t earned a single penny from it yet. But I still can’t let it go.

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I’m currently focused on completing the foundational infrastructure of the site. Almost everything here is customized—believe me, it’s not just a lot of work, it’s complicated. I hope you’ll appreciate the design and the effort behind it.

Beyond the design, I’ve taken on all the writing, graphics, and editing myself (yeah, for a while correcting spellings and grammar with Microsoft Copilit.) I’ve reviewed the content countless times to correct mistakes, but I know there may still be things that aren’t perfect for some of your out there. That’s okay—this is what I’m capable of right now. And even though it’s a massive undertaking, I find it both interesting and challenging. That’s why I never get tired of doing it.

Sometimes, I reach a point where even spelling becomes a struggle—especially when I’m trying to capture a thought and write it down as soon as possible before it disappears forever. Because writing can be tricky and demands deep thinking from every angle. Thankfully, spell checkers exist, and they’ve helped me a lot. Most of the time, I choose the right word—unless I accidentally click the wrong one.

Originally, I planned to create a few pages for lyrics I’ve been writing since childhood. But once I got my first computer, I started writing in English too—mainly because I could finally correct my spelling. Over time, more and more ideas piled up, and the website became a place for all of them. I’m still not sure if this trend will keep growing endlessly, but if it does, I’m okay with that.Hello, these all are a part of ” About me” too.

And one last thought—some people say that those who never married nor have children won’t have much to do in old age. I disagree. Because still at least for me Life can be exciting until the very last breath, especially for those who’ve followed their own path. When I look at many married people, it seems like they’ve already checked all the boxes. Therefore, for some people, life begins to change after the age of 50 or 60, because even some married individuals who once were married become single again in their 50s, 60s, or even 70s. But for the rest of us, the journey may simply continue to unfold.

Especially even if in old age, I find myself satisfied only with no longer have the urge to see the world as I once did, nor left much to explored when it comes to food, beverages, and drinks. So, I feel content having whatever is available to eat and drink, and I could stay at home forever without missing anything. Now, I can not only be alone without feeling bad or regretting it, but I can also travel anywhere in the world on my own as well. Aside from this, in my case not much has changed even in old age.

Looking around—who’s laughing? Hello, be serious please. Especially if you find YouTube full of videos showing married people and parents with grown-up children and grandchildren living lives that seem like nightmares. So, even in old age, perhaps everyone has to face their own demons in different ways, as long as humans are alive.

Inspite of these all one of my neighbors in a village told me that an elderly lady had said she doesn’t want to die, because life has finally become very, very good—with plenty of food to eat. Hearing that made me glad. It reminded me that not all elderly people on Earth, or even in our area in Himachal, India, are unhappy with what they have in life.

At the same time, I definitely felt that even after gaining independence, living a normal life hasn’t been easy for most people. Those who are now 85 years old or older carry memories of struggle and cruelty from before independence. And even after independence, the government and its systems mostly focused on developing cities first, providing them with all kinds of facilities.

As a result, people in villages had to learn almost everything on their own—until the internet and world wide web arrived in their lives. The internet and world wide web not only made villagers aware of how to improve many aspects of their lives, but also gave many the opportunity to earn money through the worldwide web. Beyond that, it helped them understand their equal rights. Because of this awareness, they were able to demand specific facilities or financial support from the government to improve their standard of living.

Otherwise, I don’t have much to say about myself. So far, I’ve just been a regular, easy-going person who tried his best to improve life through honesty, truth, and hard work—while avoiding many wrong paths once I understood them. Well then, as long as I stay mentally and physically the same as I’ve been so far—without any major issues—I don’t think much will change in old age, even if I become rich or even filthy rich.

Looking around… who’s laughing? Yeah, I am laughing because, no way you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) becoming rich or filthy rich in old age. But hey—whatever you say. Just in case I do, I’m definitely going to keep at least 72 earthly hoorays—my girlfriends—for sure, if not 365 every year. Why not? Besides that, if becoming filty rich even in old age I might still be able to change the world for the better for all too.

So, no matter what the situation and circumstances are, still, even in old age a few things in life may keep humans going—for better or worse—as long as they’re alive.

I wasn’t very brilliant in school. While growing up, no one really knew about malnutrition at home or in school, or about the kinds of food and beverages children need daily to grow strong and sharp. You could say that some of the essential education and awareness were missing in government schools at the time. But somehow, I ended up in college for two or three years. No degree, no perfection in anything. And that’s fine with me—especially when I look at many so-called experts and the mess and chaos their expertise has created in different parts of the world.

Even in old age, I still have the same basic personal and social needs as any poor or struggling middle-class person—or even a 20-year-old bachelor. What? Did I say “as a 20-year-old bachelor”? Well, yes—some old bachelors still carry the spirit of being 20 in many ways. And just for your kind information, some government employees in the U.S. might still think I’m just 24 years old. So they might hesitate to pay me Social Security benefits after age 62 without verifying my age again. How old does Mr. Nand L. Verma look? Somewhere between 24 and 30, perhaps.

Mumbling—I’ll take that as a compliment, as long as the Social Security Department in the U.S. keeps depositing that (very little) money into my account in India on time. After all, if they took money from my paychecks, they’re legally obligated to pay Social Security after age 62—if someone asks.

Well, well, well… look at the selfie below that what can happen after getting a hair transplant with Social Security money. Mumbling—back to my teenage years or life after 20! Actually, in the selfie below (taken in 2024 while in India), I’m wearing a homemade digital wig. Hello! As of August 2025, I still haven’t received my very small Social Security payment—along with last year’s pending amount. Otherwise, trust me—I could’ve looked even younger! Mumbling… What’s going on in the USA? What? I said—because you left. No… that doesn’t change anything. I had enough to make it work. I could still visit. Hello. Even after renewing my green card, I still don’t know where it is. During COVID, I paid the $550 renewal fee—out of pocket, no questions asked. And now? Still waiting. Still unsure.

Actually, that’s one reason I like Hinduism. In some religions, a man can have 1,000 wives; in others, 1,000 girlfriends. That means, if we’re talking equal rights, having girlfriends is safer than having wives. I mean—wives come with legal paperwork. But still, women can’t keep that many husbands or boyfriends at the same time. So yeah, being male in this case is a gender bonus.

Anyway, like the other content on my website—www.nandverma.com—I’m just trying to keep things interesting and different, even in the “About Me” section.

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Otherwise, as long as I lived and worked in the U.S.A., things related to financial struggles—and life in general—haven’t changed much for me. Before coming here, I never imagined that in a country like the U.S.A., categories like “poor,” “working poor,” crime, and all kinds of chaos also existed.

Actually, I shouldn’t call myself poor. Growing up in a village, I had a permanent, tax- and mortgage-free place to live, sleep, and stay. We didn’t even have a water bill—so we could use as much water as we wanted. Everyone in India worked on small, family-owned farms to grow most of the food we needed. But still, farming and horticulture in hilly areas is not easy at all.

So, in truth, I’ve seen more modren poverty, slavery and more wrongs since moving to the United States of America. What? Yeah, you heard that right.

Before ending up in the U.S.A., I worked in New Delhi at one of the best five-star deluxe hotels in the country—or even the world. At that time, it wasn’t bad at all, in any sense.

Otherwise, what most minimum wage earners in the U.S.A. make monthly—through honesty, integrity, and hard work—is often not enough to afford even a decent one-bedroom apartment, along with the basic facilities and amenities needed to live a healthy and happy life. Because of this situation, many people are forced to share a room, apartment, building, or house with complete strangers. And I consider that one of the biggest signs of poverty and danger in the world—especially in a country where people consume alcohol and other drugs in massive quantities to get high or to feel like they’re truly living.

What? I’m asking—is that what it means to live life fully? Hello— for some people looks like it is. And besides that, you can buy and keep the latest automatic pistol or even an AK-47 without any permit. If you have a problem with the people you’re sharing an apartment, house, or building with, you might end up shooting them dead in “self-defense.” After that, everyone knows the truth. Looking around, who is laughing? Please, be serious, because you are in USA.

So imagine—working couples with children having to share accommodation with total strangers while living in one of the most educated, richest, and most powerful countries in the world. Also, look at the number of people in all kinds of jails across the U.S.A. That alone suggests that directly or indirectly even educated—or well-educated—people are committing or being forced into committing all kinds of crimes. Looks like a big business.

And I think that even with equal rights, if an employer has ten white-skinned employees, by law they may have to hire the eleventh person with brown or black skin. What? I said—you heard that right, b******. That means it’s not easy to work in the U.S.A., let alone run a business without facing racial issues.

Wherever someone lives, and whatever they have to deal with daily, that environment becomes part of them—it shapes who they are. Otherwise, before coming to the U.S.A., I had no idea that poverty and crime existed in such a scale even in a country like USA. Mumbling…now deal with the all kinds of crap, even if there are only 333 million people. What? I said—but still, you got stuck here. Yeah. And all of these things—they’re part of me, about me and my story too.

So, if someone has been in the armed forces or received training in firearms and self-defense, those skills can be extremely beneficial—especially before moving out of an area where certain crimes and criminals don’t exist. Even in a country like the U.S.A., experience with firearms and proficiency in self-defense can help someone secure a well-paid job.

I never imagined the existence of such things before landing in the so-called “land of opportunity”—or whatever and whoever it truly is. But these days, you’re lucky to know the truth thanks to the Internet and world wide web, even before deciding to enter some countries—legally or illegally—in search of a better life. What? Such thing doesn’t exist. But still it depends how paid situation and circumstances for someone was in their home country. Hey, if someone being a government and system can’t feed and manage people after having a country, create all kinds of chaos to force people enter in some of the developed nations or high value currency. Looking around… who’s laughing?

Hello—these facts could relate to you too, especially if you’re writing something about yourself. And especially if people around the world want to understand you—not just your story, but your whole personality and character. So be serious about many things, and take the time to reflect and express them with honesty and intention.

Especially if in some of the so-called “world-class” societies, cities or countries, for many people, the meaning of living life fully seems to be getting drunk, never cooking at home, or being high on drugs. So don’t dream too much about the perfection of a world that exists outside your state or country. Besides, even in world-class cities, the lifestyle and living standards for most of the working poor and struggling middle class can be worse than those in the remotest villages. Because what’s the use of having something only on papers, laws, being aware and in all kinds of arguments and discutions related to access to the basic necessities required—legally—to maintain a healthy and happy standard of living, if most of the even working poor and struggling middle class still can’t afford them?

Otherwise, as everyone knows, some rich businesspeople—often loaded with loans (loan may got approved because even poor, working poor and struggling middle calls have money in the bank)—live like they’re in heaven, even in the poorest states or countries in the world. But under such circumstances, doesn’t the value of everything become zero? Because, if I’m not wrong, according to global standards for evaluating a country’s financial health and living conditions, it should be based on how everyone lives—not just a handful of rich individuals.

What? I said—not according to official economics, a “growing economy,” or the skyrocketing prices of dangerous, slum-like, and extremely unhealthy real estate. But hey, the prices still keep going up and up. So sometimes I ask myself—in reality, what kind of hype and total brainwashing have most people worldwide, including myself, lived under? And are still living under? Anyway, that’s another chapter.

This one is about Mr. Nand L. Verma.

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Wherever someone lives, that place often becomes a very important part of their identity. Otherwise, why do we see people being officially designated as members of tribes, residents of remote areas, or villagers—labels that many people living in smart, advanced cities tend to view as backward or inferior? What? I said—even in the most expensive real estate markets in the world, some people are paying $1,000 USD for a 10×10 apartment. In such situations, what happens to maintaining a basic living standard that supports mental and physical health? Meanwhile, in the remotest village, someone might have a 10×10 room just for their ten goats. The reason I wrote all of this is because, after leaving my village in search of a better financial life—and trying to maintain a decent living standard while working and living in small or big cities in India and the USA—it turned out to be the worst part of my life. What? I said, that these kinds of situations and life circumstances often arise because of a poor and manipulative education system, created by corrupt or ineffective governments. There’s also a lack of resources for self-education and awareness. On top of that, parents and the people around you may be trapped in the same cycle, unknowingly passing it down. That’s the truth.

So yes, these aspects of someone’s background can be deeply connected to them, even if they never mention it when writing or speaking about themselves. It makes me wonder: who really runs the world? Still, you can’t quite figure that out, can you? No. Good.

Where do you live? I hope it’s not in one of those so-called smart, well-educated, and advanced places. When I saw the reality of many things even in a country like the U.S.A., I thought I’d return to India within three years. But look—I’ve been stuck in the U.S. for a very long time.

Even in this era of the internet, where almost everyone knows about everything happening worldwide, I still wouldn’t recommend leaving your state or country in search of a “better life,” especially if you’re only struggling a bit and not starving. At the same time, failed governments and their broken systems may, directly or indirectly, push their citizens to migrate to other countries—where they often end up serving as modern slave labor. And that’s how many people end up renting a 10×10 room for $500 to $1,000—even in what are called “developed” nations.Unfortunately, even in this era of the Internet and the World Wide Web, many governments and systems in underdeveloped nations still copy and paste policies from so-called developed countries to implement in their own states. Isn’t that a waste of taxpayers’ money—and a missed opportunity to do something better by actually using your own brain? What? I said, especially if the population of a country is much, much more then the total so they call developed nations. Therefore, directly or indirectly, it may be a some of the nation’s own government—and some of its officials—who are actually directly or indirectly still ruin your state and country in every meanning and sense, rather than the so-called enemies they blame. So, in this era of the Internet and global connectivity, people over the age of 16 should be able to understand this clearly. Especailly those who work not only honestly and hard, but also in many ways also contribute through taxes in their state or country, deserve to enjoy a living standard that reflects the values and progress of this century—so they can live happy and healthy lives. Because only then is it truly possible to feel proud of something—or everything. Otherwise, even thinking about or publicly displaying patriotism can come into question. So, for the long run—or even forever—if all the people truly want to establish and stabilize the right version of everything in a state or country for the benefit of all, then instead of becoming opportunists or achiving everything or something by hook or crook, they must strive to be honest and realistic.

I’m not saying the USA is a bad country. There are definitely more chances to grow financially there than in many other places. But just like anywhere else, even in a country like USA things can go wrong on that path. Which puts USA in the same category as most of the poor or undevolped nations are. So it’s better not to get too carried away by stories of most of the financially successful entrepreneurs.

For me, the USA didn’t feel very different overall—except that I noticed it’s cleaner. When starting a business, you still have to follow laws that protect everyone’s safety. Otherwise, still in many countries related to the same you can see all kinds of chos everywhere. That means wastage of tax payers money.

Also, I’ve found that most Americans—around 90%—are genuinely kind and nice people. It’s impressive how they manage including employers to deal with people from all over the world every day. Otherwise, that’s not easy.

So, being a bachelor male, I may have lived my whole life with fewer liabilities, responsibilities, and restrictions related to my personal and social life. It is not that I never planned or thought of getting married and having a family, but as far as I can remember, marriage kept escaping me since 1980 because of financial instabilities and losses. I am sure that is the only reason. Otherwise, by now some of my children should have been 45 years old.

At the same time, as I kept moving from village to small and big cities in India and then to the USA, falling in love with one female as well as keep knowing and learning more about all kinds of financial responsibilities and liabilities as a whole became more complicated as well. Otherwise, you would have to ask some of the females for other reasons. Of course, I came to know that even in a country like the USA, most females prefer having a rich or extremely wealthy husband rather than someone with an average personality and good character. Looking around—who’s laughing? Hello, be serious. Because, I came to understand that part of liking and loving someone very late in life.

Besides this, it is not a good idea at all to share a room or an apartment with strangers or anyone after getting married. Because while living in one of the most powerful countries in the world, accommodation is not soundproof, and nothing in life can be taken for granted. Otherwise, I never thought that in a country like the USA, even some working married people have to share an apartment or room with strangers or people they know because not able to afford the rent to have their on house or apartment. But then, what is the meaning of living standards, privacy, respect, and being one of the oldest democracies and capitalist systems on Earth? What? I said, maybe it’s all designed to make only a few people locally, nationally, and internationally rich, very rich, or filthy rich. Otherwise, most people can hear many things even from the floor above and below while living in one of the most powerful countries in the world—especially if children don’t have any playground nearby their accommodation. But still, someone has to pay the hefty rent.

So, don’t think that life in a village is terrible, and that people living in most cities and towns are living in heaven. No, no, no, that is not true at all. Because most of the people living in the small and big cities stuggles more in every sense and meaning then the villagers.

And on the way of life while keep getting older, I’ve observed, even in one of the richest and most powerful countries like the USA, many married people struggle financially while raising children. That reality made me feel no regret about being unmarried or not having children. In fact, I often thought—maybe things happened for the better. Especially when I see that not many married people seem genuinely happy. If I’m not mistaken, one of the main reasons for marital problems is the lack of basic necessities or the pressure to live a lifestyle resembling the rich and famous. But then again, even wealthy couples face divorce, so clearly, money isn’t the only factor. Honestly, even in old age, I’m still unsure what truly goes on behind closed doors in married life.

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So, may be for the good, I never got to experience life after marriage. What? I said, and after you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) moved to USA and also came to know through world wide web about these all very beautiful and talented ladies worldwide, it got impossible to fall in love only with one. Well, you can say that too— because after knowing the sheer number of beautiful and talented women around the world, falling in love with only one at least for me started to feel… impossible. You could say I became a free spirit, preferring to spend time with women who were, as they say in America, “organically born.” Just quality time, if both people agree. Mumbling again, no oldies please. No offense to older women—just being honest.

Looking around, I heard someone laughing at—“organically born females.” Hello, I created that word, or whatever. Because with the internet, many men, including myself, became aware of gender diversity and medical advancements like sex reassignment surgeries. Therefore, for a male like me, that part became a little scary while living in a free country—especially when it comes to getting romantically involved with someone who, according to my best judgment, appears to be an organically born female. Otherwise, while I respect people as whole individuals, I really don’t discriminate based on how someone was born in terms of gender. But I’ll admit, I’m still not entirely sure how to process the full reality when someone has medically transitioned to a different sex. It’s something I’m still trying to understand. Although I’m not a very religious person, I do believe spiritually that if I—or anyone else—was born male, there must be some kind of reason behind it. But at the same time, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with someone who wasn’t originally born male or female choosing to become one, I mean if medically having a option to do so. Is that fair enough?

Otherwise, before the Internet and the World Wide Web became as widely available as they are today, not many children—including myself—were taught in school about different genders or gender transition surgeries. Honestly, I don’t know if aliens or even some humans on Earth can change themselves into any gender—or even into animals. Especially if some of you out their believe that gods and goddesses are capable of changing themselves into anything. So, the more you learn about things, the more complicated life can seem. What? I’m just saying— when you were growing up back then, everyone still survived when only a few people in their area only had a radio. Yeah, you are right.

Even in 2025, having poor governance and ineffective leadership in government departments can be deeply harmful to children and citizens in every sense.

When it comes to gender, I’m not against how someone is born. But I do believe that people should be honest and transparent about their gender identity or any gender transition before getting involved in any kind of relationship or situation. Many adults around the world still may don’t fully understand the variety of gender identities and the concept of gender transition.

In some countries, a sexual relationship between a man and a woman before marriage often implies that they will eventually marry each other. But in the U.S., it’s quite the opposite—and I personally think that’s perfectly fine. That’s actually one of the things I liked about the U.S.: people don’t treat sex as something overly serious or tied directly to marriage, unlike in India, where many people feel pressured to marry without first living together.

In the U.S., couples often want to ensure sexual compatibility before committing to marriage. Otherwise, who knows what might happen after marriage when it comes to their sex life? I believe that, worldwide, before engaging in a sexual relationship, both parties should clearly communicate and understand the nature of their relationship. Because sexual engagement between men and women shouldn’t always imply that marriage must follow. Yes, I learned all this during my time in the U.S., and I think the British (Aungraize) were right about some of these ideas. Otherwise, still, things don’t always look great in the countries those once were ruled by British neither in great Britain.

Sex and sexual satisfection certainly are part of marriage, but it’s not the sole source of life’s satisfaction. Still, if I’m not mistaken, after a certain age, it seems that for about 99% of the world’s population, living without sex might feel nearly impossible. That’s probably can be one reason why many people eventually choose to get married. But that formula or whater you want to call it didn’t really apply to me—even while living in the U.S. Looking around, I noticed that many couples openly engage in intimate behavior, even in public places. At first, for me it was surprising. You might think, “Hey, this is a public space!” But the attitude often seems to be: “Who cares? If you don’t like it, go back to your own F********country.”

For many immigrants from some of the countries, witnessing such public displays of affection can feel unusual at first. But over time, people adapt. As the saying goes or one of the hindi song, “Jaisa desh, waisa bhesh”—meaning, “When in Rome, do as the Romans do.” And yes, I’m aware that under international copyright law, I’m only allowed to quote a limited number of words from a song without permission. Still, I think most Indian people are familiar with that phrase. Eventually, I got used to the cultural differences while living in the U.S. But even now, I don’t feel comfortable kissing or touching my girlfriend in public—just in case. Therefore, I believe that certain behaviors need to be normalized from childhood to feel natural. Otherwise, trying to adopt them later in life— and excuting them especially in broad daylight publicly—can be difficult for some people.

While growing up—and especially before the Internet and World Wide Web became part of everyday life—I didn’t have much knowledge or awareness of life’s many complications. I believe that in most countries around the world, the education system fails to teach the most important aspects of life. And after entering a country like the U.S.—whether legally or illegally—most immigrants focus solely on earning money in U.S. dollars. Whether it’s to start a family or raise one, the unfortunate truth is that these things still require money. And because of that financial necessity, many people around the world are forced to leave their village, town, city, state, or even their country—country for which millions may have once died to have and protect. But for what? To leave it all behind in search of a better life.

Looking around—who’s laughing? Yeah, I’m laughing, because it all feels like one big joke, filled with a harsh truth about people and governments. Even governments rely on foreign currency—the same money that exporters around the world demand in exchange for goods. Only then can government officials keep getting paid, and the system continue to function. Especially if in a country almost 90% not only are religious fanatic but also only good at producing children, then leaving them to survive on the streets. Beside this everyone knows about the effects of malnutrition, yet parents and governments still expect their children to grow up and earn tons of local and foreign currency. And after knowing that in some of the countries how even government directly or indirectly can be involved in selling all kinds of drugs, almost everything in life and about life got more complicated to understand

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So, as I started learning more about how the world actually works, things became more confusing—not only because I was not solving any financial problems to live a better life, but also the truth kept getting darker. The feeling grew stronger and stronger: maybe the world isn’t run by gods and goddesses, but by thugs—or people with a mafia mentality.

I still remember the first time I learned I needed U.S. dollars before boarding the plane. I didn’t understand anything back then. It was all confusing—like stepping into a world that expected me to know its rules without ever teaching them. Otherwise, it shouldn’t have to be this way—if governments and the people within them were truly smart, wise, and forward-thinking. Similarly, if the education system were designed properly, students would leave high school with a clear understanding of life’s realities. What? I said, if I am not wrong then in 2024, out of 127 countries, India got ranked 105 in Global Hunger Index. Well, I think you are right.

So, when politicians, some of the government employees, and even parents lack awareness or direction or try to paint the perfect picture of everything, the children they raise—who eventually become adults—may atill struggle with every aspect of life. Some may even find themselves entangled in legal issues or burdened by financial liabilities. And when someone in that situation can’t earn enough to live a happy and healthy life, they may feel forced to pursue income through criminal or unethical means. This can lead a person’s character and identity down a path so unfamiliar that they no longer recognize who they truly are.

And I am sure that before Internet and world wide web became accessable now for almost all the earthly humans in some of the Countries even educated old people were not aware of some of the things those otherwise legally get considered crime. So, forget about Children, young adults and even middle aged. But unfortuneatly still there may not be any education in the schools which taught students intime about so many things. Especially because of which sooner or later many times even all achivements and successes comes down crashing.

So, before the existence of the Internet and the World Wide Web in life, I think everyone—including myself—was somewhat illiterate in many ways. Sometimes, that lack of awareness allowed bad people to take advantage of innocent and good, or led someone to commit a crime without realizing the criminal nature of their actions.

Still, I believe that if a person truly understands the wrong, criminal, or inhuman nature of something, the right version of a human being and humanity would never intentionally harm another. But then, why does nearly eighty percent of the world’s population still struggle every day just to meet their basic needs? I think that’s another chapter. This one is about me.

What? I said—even if you’re a victim of the same wrongness that exists worldwide—yeah, anyway. Somehow, I managed to escape some of very serious life’s consequences, even though I wasn’t the smartest, most knowledgeable, and didn’t have any degree.

What? I said—and still, you’re alive. Yeah, beside this I think even being offcially enrolled in old age cycle after the age of 65 mentally and physically, I didn’t deterorated much. Otherwise, even in a country like the U.S.A., so many people either end up in jail, get killed or kill someone because of domestic violence, addicted to drugs, while being in a sexual relationship ir just because of many kinds of frustrations. Besides that, conflicts and crimes related to money happen every day. Otherwise, I never imagined such things happening in a country like the U.S.A. before I left India, hoping to earn a specific amount of money within a year if working 40 hours a week with honesty, intigrity and self respect.

Back then, earning particular amount of money in India from the job I was doing through honest work could have taken ten years. But in the U.S.A., it could be done in just one year. Even if someone earns $13,000 in a year and manages to save $10,000, that means they must find a job where food and accommodation are included in that $13,000. But in that case, someone may have to work at least 65 to 70 hours a week. No overtime. And some of the the employer wouldn’t be paying their share of taxes or Social Security either, even if having work permit or green card. Therefore, if having work permit or greeen card, it is always good to work for Amercian people. What? I said, otherwise everyone knows the truth. Yeah.

Well, in that situation—even if someone is undocumented and earning $13,000 in cash annually—they’re indirectly paying more tax than legally employed people. Because working 65 to 84 hours weekly nor getting paid for the overtime. And if that person stays in the U.S. until age 62, the government ends up paying less in Social Security too. But still—employee broke the law. Are you kidding me? I know some of the people working under such situation later file a lawsuit against their employer and won. Hey, not paid whatever they got after settlement.

What? I said—it looks like a well-thought-out evil plan by the U.S. government. Yeah. Mumbling… Maybe some people from your village, area, or state need underpaid or near-slave labor to stay financially afloat. Looking around… who’s laughing? Well, now in the U.S., in some states, the minimum wage maybe between $15 to $20 per hour—which isn’t bad. What? I said—only good for people like you. Because with that minimum wage, I’m sure that after paying for everything, you could still save at least $30,000 a year. And if you work seven days a week for a full year, Mr. Nand L. Verma could save up to $80,000. Yeah, but who told you to drink at the bar almost every day after work and eat at restaurants while dating a new girlfriend every week? What? I said—before getting married in my late forties, I want to try dating women from every country in the world. Well, well, well… good for you.

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No, I’m just kidding. In the U.S., couples usually split the bill—unless one of them is rich or filthy rich. Otherwise, when I was in the U.S., I saw how minimum wage workers might earn just $12,000 to $13,000 annually working 40 hours a week. What? I said—that’s how cocaine dealers find new recruits. Sadly, that’s true too. Especially because even when working with honesty, integrity, and self-respect, life can be tough—even in a country like the U.S.

In 2019, it was reported that 1.6 million legally known employees worked for minimum wage. What? I said—and maybe between 12 to 20 million undocumented workers in the country also earn minimum wage, or get paid $5 an hour in cash. That’s potentially 18 to 22 million people working for minimum wage.

Well, looks like a well-thought-out economic strategy. Who’s laughing? Hello—it could be true. What? I said—that’s how I can rent my 10×10 room for $600 to $700 USD a month. Good for you. Are you a real American? What? I said, may be that is how USA government not only can afford so many wars but also able to provide all kinds of food to hungrey people worldwide. Hello. Anyway, if all this turns out to be true, then who’s the biggest exploiter in the world? I’ll leave that question for you to answer. I know—I’ve written that so many times.

So let’s say 10 million undocumented workers in the U.S. earn $5 per hour in cash. If someone works illegally for 12 hours a day, that’s just $60 a day. Working 7 days a week, they’d make around $420 a week in cash. Surprisingly, that setup benefits both employers and the government in some ways. That’s how many undocumented workers not only survive—but even manage to save money. And if most of the immigrents send some money back home, government will get some hard currency to stay afloat.

What? I said, those have to work 12 hours a day, 7 days a week, for years—2, 3, 4, maybe even 5 even in a country like USA, I hope they will stay mentally and physically heallthy. Yeah, otherwise if you end up in a hospital and have to pay the medical bills from your own pocket, someone can become dead Men alive, if someone die from exhaustion then game is over too. And that’s one reason some Americans resent foreigners: they take jobs by working extreme hours for low pay, and in doing so, they degrade the standard of living as well. Most Americans don’t want to work more than 40 hours a week—because beyond that, there’s no time for relationships, family, or any kind of social life. So, as I mentioned earlier, whether it’s about me or someone who was forced into that life just to survive and earn money—the same reality applies to countless others.

So, the truth can be ugly and bitter, even in a country like the U.S. The government isn’t necessarily doing anyone a favor by allowing certain types of immigrants—legal or illegal—into the country. But the reality is, many small and large corporations may depend on these workers to survive. So yes, there are many forms of modern-day slavery.

What? I said—that doesn’t sound like the mentality of Americans. But then, in American government and some of the employees these could be from your own family, village, region, or country. Looking around, who is laughing? Hello, please be serious. Mumbling… just look at the homelessness, the opioid crisis, and the drug epidemic—even in a country like the U.S. I don’t blame people. It’s not easy to deal with all kinds of life’s chaos while staying 100% sober. What? I said—especially if you’re a person of color. What? Hello—white or fair skin is also a color. I learned something new in the U.S.: the term ‘people of color.’ Anyway, even though I have fair skin, I still went through hell trying to make money. On top of that, I couldn’t even file a lawsuit for discrimination or being denied justice—because, apparently, I don’t ‘look’ like a person of color. All I got was, ‘Hello, you look white to me.’ What about getting some kind of advantage when it comes to making money—like being placed in a category such as Scheduled Caste, Tribe, or someone from a backward area? Well, in the U.S., those categories don’t exist.

What country are you from, Mr. Nand L. Verma? I’m from India. But so far, I haven’t met any Indian in the U.S. who looks like you. Well, now you’ve (lady over the age of 50 years) met at least one. Unless, of course, my parents—or someone else—stole me from another country. You have very pretty eyes, Mr. Nand L. Verma. Thanks. Are you single, Mr. Nand L. Verma? (Not interested in you, so I have to lie.) No, I’m married to three wives in India—right now according to the rotation agreement one lives with me, other one is coming next week—and from three wives I have ten children. Well, if you have ten children, I can help you get some government benefits. Thanks, but I came to the USA to live a life without taking anything from the government. I’m glad to hear that—for the first time in my life. Thanks. Take care. You too.

Mumbling again… It seems like many wealthy Black or brown men in America are married to “snowy mountains.” Anyway, hello—that’s how American English spells “color.” Unless there’s some kind of cream that changes skin tone in 15 minutes. Hey, what kind of skin color do you like? I’m not joking—people in the medical field should work on developing a pill that can change a person’s skin color within 15 minutes without any side effects. What? I said I can wait 30 minutes, an hour, or even a day. Alright.

In some cases, humans can’t help or don’t have a choice when it comes to the skin color they like—especially when it comes to romantic relationships and physical attraction. Anyway… Looking around—who’s really laughing? Hello, it’s time to get serious. Because even now, globally, many countries don’t accept your nation’s currency. And besides that, most countries on Earth still look like slums—even in 8K resolution.

What? I said—maybe that’s why some governments feel they have no choice but to push their people into countries with stronger currencies. Yeah. So don’t get married if, after marriage, you have to leave your children and wife behind just to chase a better life abroad, even if millions died to have a country. Doesn’t sometimes it feels like that so far most of the evils or dumb earthly humans or whoever managed and run the world? Hello, time to wake up. Especially if still the truth about most countries and their governments can be terrible—on almost every level. What? I said—I still get moved by speeches. Yeah, but now, it feels like you and your country are teetering on the edge of a financial free fall or hard landing.

Hello—most of the time speeches can be used as a psychological trick or wepon to hide the failures and weaknesses. It’s how the human brain gets diverted from real problems into hallucinations filled with hope and dreams built on empty words. Because to run and manage the Country long term vision, perfection action and money is required.

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That’s why only my lyrics for the ladies worldwide are real and true. Because at least I wrote about their perfect whatever—truly and honestly. Looking around the world—any or many earthly apsarayein (heavenly physically beautiful ladies) free for some fun? No oldies, please. Because most older people just want company in old age. Besides it’s a tragedy that many of them have to spend old age without their life partner. Not all married people die together. And in that case, yes—some people definitely lose their minds. No laughing please, even if some of the old people act like teenagers.

What? I said—but in your case, no strings attached. Yeah, that’s right. Although, since the arrival of the Internet and the World Wide Web, many things have changed—especially the way men like me used to view romantic relationships with women on the basis of whatever. Am I right? Hello, many oldies (especially Man) can be part of that change, as long as they are free from all kinds of strings attached. So, even in old age, having the hunger and curiosity of a teenager—about almost everything—can keep life vibrant. Otherwise, life not only becomes dull, but just waiting for death or wanting to die feels pointless. What? I said, beside this even in old age doing everythinbg for the sake of ending up in heaven is useless too. Especially when almost all the humans know about whatever they did wrong in life even by knowing the wrong and inhuman nature of something.

That’s why, as long as in old age someone is alive and mentally and physically well—whether good or average—there should be something exciting in life. Although, I’m not sure how many older people around the world can afford to have something exciting to look forward to. Because for many, old age people life can become one of the hardest parts of life to live through and deal with. So, all old people can do is try their best to deal with the even worst—while also staying away from certain kinds of people who might be there to get benifited some way.

Otherwise, I think children growing up with the Internet and world wide web are very lucky. Because by the time they’re fifteen years old, they can access the knowledge of an eighty-year-old—for free—thanks to the Internet and world wide web. But that is only possible, if everyone in a country can afford unlimited high-speed Internet and at least a smartphone, and a laptop.

What? I said otherwise, learning, knowing, and having certain things after the age of 50, 60, 70, 75, 80, 85, 90, 95 or 100 may not feel worth it. But that depends on a person’s overall physical health and financial situation. So yes, health—and staying healthy—is extremely important, even if someone wants to make money or get rich after retirement. But if the minimum wage is only $7 or $10 per hour, then staying mentally and physically healthy—even in a country like the U.S.—can be difficult. So forget about achieving the same in most other countries.

What? I said, if everyone were healthy, then jobs and income in the medical profession might disappear. That’s the paradox. Evaluating and calculating certain truths at any age can lead someone to think that either some people are evil, or that humans are the most dangerous animals on Earth. Having those kinds of feelings from time to time is okay—as long as people can handle the truth without making things worse. Otherwise, after discovering certain truths, to keep yourself calm, just remember: when something was created or built, the mentality, requirements, knowledge, technologies, machines—everything—was completely different from today. Well then, the question now is: Do people of all ages worldwide today want to use the technologies and achievements of theirs to provide every human on Earth with the basic necessities for free? Or do they want to use the technologies and achievements of theirs to dominate and destroy one another in pursuit of the same resources?

It’s a simple concept to understand—and even simpler to implement. I mean if the will of the earthly people, by the earthly people for the earthly people and as well as for the sake of the earth really and truly exists. What? I said so, time to showdon between good and evil. Yeah. Hello, these all are about me (Mr. Nand L. Verma) too.

Especially if so far, every system and government may have tried their best for the sake of humans and humanity, according to their knowledge, capabilities, and capacity at the time. Violence and burning everything down in your town, state, or country won’t necessarily change anything.

If I am not wrong, some part of about me (Mr. Nand L. Verma) should not be just about me—it should relate to people worldwide as well. All humans—whether smart or not, educated or illiterate, religious or non-religious, rich or poor—have been trying to perfect and stabilize something locally, nationally, or internationally for the same reasons since the beginning of their existence. But at least to me, it seems there’s been no luck so far. Looking around, who’s really laughing?

Hello—please be serious, especially when a speechwriter gets paid more than $100,000 a year from your tax money to write speeches for just one politician. Honestly, even AI doesn’t seem smart enough to write speeches for politicians. Because most of the time, those politicians end up getting caught. What’s the point? Because after that, people start thinking, “Oh my—this politician I chose to improve my quality of life or living standards can’t even write their own speeches.”

Then what’s the use of stopping students from cheating in exams just to move to the next class? Especially when employers still conduct interviews before hiring. But in some professions—like pursuing an MBBS—cheating should absolutely not be allowed. Otherwise, some doctors might perform the wrong surgery. But if I’m not mistaken, even that part of the job will sooner or later be taken over by AI. Good. In some countries, at least, parents don’t have to pay hefty bribes to get their children enrolled in medical college.

Otherwise, most of the time, the way humans behave and present themselves publicly—as a complete personality or character—may not reflect their true version at all. Why? Because for most people, their profession is tied directly to their income, which in turn provides the basics of life—or sometimes far more than enough. But then, what is truly real in humans and between humans? Maybe nothing. And who created all of this? Humans themselves.

Can it all be changed—for the sake of humanity alone? Yes. That’s why young people must become serious in time. What? I said, otherwise older people like you may feel done with everything. But not really—because even in old age, life still depends on the same things it did before: health and money. What? I said, if retirement benefits aren’t enough, then even some older people have to work part-time until their last breath just to keep a roof over their heads. Yes, even while living in some of the world’s most powerful countries or so-called “world-class” cities and developed nations.

So, it seems nothing is truly perfect, even though humans and their systems have existed for ages. Not all people are bad—but sometimes, troublemakers find them. Or worse, trouble finds them.

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Otherwise, I believe that as people grow older, they tend to think more deeply and carefully about major life decisions—such as marriage and having children—based on their experiences and accumulated knowledge. However, as now Internet and the World Wide Web is available in almost everyone’s life, this kind of maturity and awareness can now develop even in someone as young as sixteen. Before the Internet existed as now available for almost everyone, many parents had children without fully understanding the consequences, even if most of them even not having having the basic necessities for themselves. In such cases, men often had more flexibility to delay marriage and parenthood.

Yeah, but don’t become like me—no marriage and no children, because without people, nothing would exist on Earth. That would also be bad for capitalism: running out of cheap labor, and not enough people willingly joining the armed forces to die in wars to save whatever. Looking around… who’s laughing? What? I said I’m laughing—because in some of the recent selfies of you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) taken by you, without makeup or major editing but with a digital wig on, you look to me like you’re between 20 and 25 years old. In that case, even if you became a billionaire or trillionaire (after converting all kinds of wealth into USD), you could easily get married to very young women and have as many children as you want.

Thank you. You’re the first person in my life who truly loves me as a whole person and has told me so. Otherwise, most people I know either want me to become a sannyasi or seem to be waiting for me to die as soon as possible. But no matter what people think and wish, because still you never know—maybe for some (including me), young life begins at 70.

Mumbling… but instead of getting married, I’d rather have at least 365 girlfriends in a year from each and every country in the world. Hello? Please don’t laugh—I’m actually kind of serious about that. Especailly if according to some of the religion, after Man ends up in heaven he will have 72 whoors (heavenly beautiful females) for sure. So, even if in old age I will become billionaire or trillionaire (after all kinds of wealth getting convert in USD in value. Otherswise in some of the currency billion may buy only aloaf of bread) while alive on earth 365 earthly whoores in a year and after ending up in heaven 72 for sure. Because by having that kind of money I am going to do very good karma. What? I said, and evn in old age you can make as many as children you want. Yeah. Because children and their mommies don’t have to worry about living a decent life. What? I said, and still children’s mommies are free to marry who they want. Yeah. But after that some restrictions may apply to insure the safety of all. Especially after knowing the truth that not all the people marry to someone to have children and a family because they truly love them on the basis of who they are as a person.

Otherwise, while on Earth if parents fall into the category of below the poverty line, poor, working poor, or struggling middle class—and the government doesn’t truly care—then for many marriage and having children can become a nightmare. Not just for the parents and their children, but for people locally, nationally, and even internationally. That’s what I believe, though of course, no one has to agree with me.

On the other hand, if someone is wealthy, they can choose to have as many children as they want—especially if, as parents, they can at least afford to set aside a million U.S. dollars in a fixed deposit for each child from the day they’re born. What? Yes, I said a million dollars in the bank as a fixed deposit. Why? Because even the lowest interest-paying banks in the world offer around 5% annually on a fixed deposit or certificate of deposit. That would mean $50,000 per year. So by the time the child reaches adulthood, they’d have enough money to live a decent life.

Otherwise, most children around the world face all kinds of struggles just to meet basic needs or to rise out of poverty. Some end up in foster care or on the streets—sometimes even in the richest and most powerful countries in the world. And I’m sure no loving biological parent would ever want that kind of future for their child. In some countries—even those considered deeply religious—you may still find parents who have children with the intention of sending them to beg on the streets once they reach the age of two or three. Sometimes, parents hold their children in their arms or lap while begging, hoping to earn enough for a meal. What? I said that in many cases—even in a country like the USA—children are born with the intention of receiving child support or accessing taxpayer-funded government assistance to raise them. That can be true too. And honestly, it makes me question the value of being educated or even well-educated, when survival sometimes pushes people to make choices that defy logic or morality. In extreme situations, some parents may even turn to crime—of all kinds—just to provide for their children.

Sadly, even in 2025, a person’s options, choices, and happiness in life still seem to depend heavily on income. Even in old age, if you don’t have money—or not enough to afford the necessities that come with aging—life can become increasingly miserable, just trying to survive day by day.

And yet, in most countries, unfortunately, the situation and circumstances remain unchanged. What? I said, especially when a government chooses to start an unnecessary war just to divert the public’s attention from the chaos, helplessness, and poverty caused by its own incompetence or corruption, it’s a tragic misuse of power. And sometimes, the same trick is played by certain governments to drag more and more countries into war—intentionally weakening them economically to bring them down to their own level. That’s why politicians must understand all the tricks of the trade when it comes to dirty politics. Otherwise, sooner or later, everyone in the country ends up paying a hefty price. I mean, that’s the extent of what someone like me is capable of knowing, understanding and then evaluating when it comes to wars and all kinds of natural disaters. But still—you never know. Maybe someone knowingly did something terribly wrong and inhuman to good and innocent people.

I know I’ve wrote this many times before, but reminders—especially when timed right—can help awaken people and keep them thinking critically. Sometimes, repetition can keeps the truth alive as well. So, in this era of the Internet and the World Wide Web, by the time someone turns 16, knowing and having this much understanding—both globally and personally—is incredibly important. You know what I mean? What? I said, otherwise, most men, after the age of 65 or 70, end up clinging to everything in hopes of reaching a heaven where not only is everything free, but it also comes with 72 whoores (heavenly beautiful virgins in heaven). Yeah, I am sure in heaven there must be equal rights, in that case those famels will end up in heven after the death on earth, they will have the same option. What? I said—not 72 men, for sure. Well then, just choose one, and after a week, weeks, a month, months, a year, or years—whenever you feel like it—leave the one you have and choose another. Yeah, there shouldn’t be any restrictions in heaven, especially if everything else is free.

That’s why earthly humans must put all their efforts and technologies to work for them—because only then is it possible to have the basic necessities freely available in all weather, so everyone can live a heavenly life on Earth too.

Mumbling… At least an old, poor bachelor like me can dream of such a heaven where 72 whoores are waiting for me. What? I said, that part of the heaven is only for Muslim Man. Well, as I am not very religious therefore, on the border of heaven I can change my religion. No laughing, please.

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Otherwise, while alive on Earth if someone is living in mountainous regions below the glaciers, they really need to think seriously about staying there. Who knows—maybe it’s time to thaw all the glaciers while at the same time draning all the lakes on top of the snowy mountains to keep everyone and everything alive on Earth. Therefore, it’s not a good idea to live near rivers or seasonal creeks, or to dump evern human waste directly into them. For many of us around the world, understanding this has become possible because of the Internet and the World Wide Web.

You never know how nature might respond in order to protect the right version of humans and humanity to preserve life and everything required for the same on Earth—for the sake of balance and survival. That’s why earning something through criminal means, whether by an individual, family, village, town, city, state, or even a country, may ultimately not be worth it. Especially if nature senses that such behavior sooner or later could lead to the destruction of the entire planet. Althought, I’m not a very religious person, but spiritually, I do believe in these kinds of things.

What? I said—even if someone wants to stay in a business forever, having a long-term vision and the right kind of employees is essential. But someone like you, Mr. Nand L. Verma, doesn’t even need employees to run, manage, build, and maintain nandverma.com

That’s true, but still, when it comes to the website, I do need help sometimes to fix certain issues. Otherwise, yes—it really is a one-man show. Because in the past, I was not only financially ruined but also was almost on the street not only in India but also in the USA due to doing business in partnerships. Because of those circumstances, I wasn’t able to maintain the kind of living standard necessary to stay mentally and physically at full potential, while also living a decent life by any measure.

Even in the age of the Internet and the World Wide Web, building, running, and maintaining a website on your own—without any investor’s money—can feel nearly impossible. Especially when most of the content on the site is your own. But still, even though I haven’t made any money from my website nandverma.com as of August 2025, I have no regrets at all. Even in old age, I may be dealing with the worst criminal gang on Earth. But let’s see who goes down—because this time, I’m not going to let anyone take my money, inventions, creations or my belongings. Because now I strongly believe that if power and money end up in the hands of thieves, scammers, fraudsters, and bullies, not only will the honest and right version of humans and humanity be destroyed, but possibly the planet as well.

Therefore, so far, the Internet and the World Wide Web should be a tremendous help for people worldwide—including myself—to understand many things deeply and elaborately on their own. And as I wrote before, sometimes even older people, after retirement age, may earn some money through that process. Especially because humans must keep going in every sense and meaning as long as they are breathing—and that requires at least the basics in life.

Otherwise, if you don’t believe me, ask some of the men or women who grew up without the Internet, knowing nothing about the existence of the USA or the existence of so many other things around the world. What? I said, you didn’t even know about the existence of so many beautiful and talented women around the world. Actually, that’s true too. But after leaving India with the goal of making a particular amount of money within a year (otherwise, back in 1990 in India according to the job I had, it could have taken ten years to earn that much), and then returning to India, I unexpectedly had the chance to visit some countries where I saw incredibly beautiful women—before even landing in the USA.

And after that, I kept thinking: Heaven is on Earth too. Heaven is on Earth too. Heaven is on Earth too. I wasn’t sure whether all those women—from head to toe—were so good-looking and perfect because their government provided them with a specific amount of all kinds of groceries each month, or because their parents were very good-looking too. Beside I didn’t see many less then my height or 5 feet 7 inches.

Looking around—who’s laughing? Please, be serious. Because I didn’t make these all up.

I’m not saying that I didn’t see any beautiful women while I was in India, but in some countries, I felt like keeping 999 out of 1,000 forever! Mumbling….otherwise even if after death ending up in some part of the heaven, I am going to get only 72. I will chnage my religion on the border of the heaven, even if getting only 72 whoores.

What? I heard something in a young female voice: “Yeah, I said—even in old age, keep drooling, you poor old baby.” Looking around—one more time to display one of my selfie. Where’s my selfie taken in June 2024, the one where I’m wearing a homemade digital wig? Here we go. Now tell me young lady—who looks older than me?

Sometimes, financially achieving avarage or big in life, people may not remain the same as they were before. And sometimes, that can be the biggest loss in life. But regardless of these all if people don’t have the right kind of knowledge before a certain age, consequences and struggles can arise in every part of life. Therefore, in many cases even the lives of well-educated and wealthy people can be full of consequences and struggles of many kinds.

But then, what is the perfect destination for humans and humanity? Is it simply living a happy and healthy life—the kind they’ve been searching for since their existence began. Otherwise, I am not sure about you all out there, I see so far is all kinds of cruelty, brutality, and inhumanity in the name of religion, God, goddesses, state, country, sex, or money—all to keep growing economically, but still maybe 80 to 90% population of the world may falls in to the category of below the poverty line, poor, working poor and struggling middle class.

As I wrote before, there’s no use in looking at the past to build a future of your own kind on this planet Earth—for all humans, as a humanity—with the options we have today. Well then, all of this is a part of me and about me too.

So, seems like until the Project for the World by Mr. Nand L. Verma is ready and operational worldwide, placing a heavy emphasis on the “Money God” as soon as possible might not be a bad idea at all. Especially in a world where human lives, their overall evaluation, their value, and the quality of their condition often depend on the weight of money—alongside access to all kinds of luxury.

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I wish someone had taught me all this—either at school or at home—before the age of fifteen.

What? I said, make sure you weren’t adopted.Hey, most children who grow up in foster homes or are adopted can still have a normal or even better life. Otherwise, as everyone knows that in school, there are all kinds of students.

These facts and truths about life—and the systems created by humans—should be understood by everyone as early as possible. Even if at any age, humans can proceed toward the unknown destination, leaving everything behind. If some parents leave behind children without any financial support, it’s not good for the children at all.

Especially if most or all of them end up suffering through various forms of brutality—brutality they should have been protected from by the government and its systems.

Otherwise, as everyone knows, after a certain age—except for immortals—everyone has to die and leave everything behind. But still, in reality and truth, I’ve never been afraid of death. What? I said, because you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) have nothing much to leave behind, and no one there to cry for you after you are gone. Yeah, that’s true too. Mumbling… let me open my third eye to know the truth.

Look what I found (kidding)—even some of the people I’ve known for a long time seem to be waiting for my death. What? I said, I hope none of them have tried to kill you (Mr. Nand L. Verma)—directly or indirectly.Hey, who knows. Well, in that case, I must be financially very valuable—or at least worth billions or trillions (after conversion to USD). What? I said, not really—because many people have killed someone for just $100, $1,000, $100,000, or even $200,000. Yeah, that’s true too. Anyway…

But still, I believe that as long as humans are alive, they have an obligation to protect that life—if they have the option to do so. Unfortunately, many people including in developed nations around the world still can’t afford proper treatment for diseases—either in themselves or in their children—because they’re illiterate about many things or simply can’t afford basic necessities. Besides all this, I’m sure that before people around the world were connected to the Internet and the World Wide Web, not many knew about malnutrition—or what kinds of vitamins and minerals are required daily to stay healthy.

So then, did governments and their systems deliberately keep most people—or even everyone—illiterate about so many things in order to hide their weaknesses and failures? Well, then if someone taught you that “money is nothing in life, but love is everything,” (I mean unless someone’s currency became worthless) it means that either they’re your enemy or they have no idea what they’re talking about.

Although, still sometimes knowing who truly loves you can remain unknown. Therefore, you never really know how many people love you truely and deeply—even if they’ve never told you—because of countless reasons. And those who do tell you they love you dearly could turn out to be your worst enemies. Yes, among humans, this part of life is incredibly complicated to understand, express, explain, and truly know. Especially if still 90 % people around the world at least to live a happy and healthy life financially, have to make timely decisions—ones they may not genuinely want to make. I’m not sure how that part of unknown true love adds up spiritually to save or benefit someone.

What? I said, in the Internet age, the idea of unknown true lovers can now extend worldwide. Yeah, but at the same time, many may wish someone dead as well—especially if they think that person is not only much, much better than them in almost everything, but also making more money than they are.

Looking around—who’s laughing? Yeah, I’m laughing, because in that case, if the weight of unknown and known true lovers is heavy, then those who want the right version of humans and humanity dead may end up dead themselves. Hey, that could be true. Because you never know how invisible forces work—and how they evaluate many things about the right version of humans and humanity.

But what’s the use of a kind of love that exists but can’t help if needed, or for some reason be with the ones they truly don’t love? I’m not sure about the spiritual side of that kind of love or its benefits, but practically, such love and relationships are worthless. Still, if someone’s prayers can reach their gods and goddesses and bring some benefit, then maybe the love of unknown true lovers can do the same. Especially now, when everyone knows that things humans can’t see with their eyes can still either kill or save them.

So, is the spiritual and invisible world of humans more powerful than the visible and known one? Well, I’ll leave that for all of you to think about. Otherwise, if someone is struggling just to stay afloat in any meaning and sense , they can’t help others in a meaningful way—even if they want to. And if someone doesn’t understand just this much, then they’re either ignorant or illiterate about many things.

So, understanding the true concept of human relationships as a whole doesn’t require rocket science—it requires a particular kind of understanding that may can’t be taught. Besides, no one can truly know if someone always putting their own self-interest first. Therefore, if someone truly and honestly wants to maintain a steady relationship of any kind, they must noy put their own self-interest first. Otherwise, as everyone knows, time, age, and circumstances not only may change humans’ whole personality and character constantly but also change all kinds of human relationships as well. Sometimes against human will, and sometimes humans change themselves and everything in life willingly. Because while on the way of the journey of life, humans start to know, understand, and evaluate almost everything more deeply and elaborately; their inner instinct forces them to accept the right version of the humans and humanity willingly.

But one thing is for sure that in this Internet and world wide web age, expressing love—whether romantic, platonic, or respectful—has become easier and, in many cases, completely free. Otherwise, when Internet and world wide web was not available for everyone the way it is in 2025, such options simply weren’t available. But now, whether locally, nationally, or internationally, we can connect with others in ways that were once unimaginable.

So it raises a question: Who is the real God? Is it the invisible one that exists in human beliefs, or is it the visible force of technology, machines, and their inventors? After all, most of the inventions have made human life significantly easier. Otherwise, even without the invention of the Internet and world wide web, expressing love or admiration to someone across the world—instantly and freely—would not have been possible.

Yet, complications still exist. For example, if someone is in a committed relationship, their partner might feel jealous or angry because of all kinds of insecurties in romantic relationship—even if the admiration is purely based on someone’s work, brilliance, or creativity. And if I’m not entirely mistaken, many people end up marrying the wrong person—whether due to pressure, lack of maturity, or simply not understanding themselves or others well enough. What? I said, some people still end up marrying someone just to have a person around (Standing by)—for sex, or to help with household chores. Well, that can be true too.

Looking around—who’s laughing? Yeah, I’m laughing at the idea of someone always “standing by.” Hello, young lady, please be serious. Because sooner or later, you might find yourself in the same need or situation. What? I said, yeah but I don’t have to marry someone just to have sex. I get that. But not everyone around the world has the same options or freedoms that you do—depending on their country, culture, or society. Therefore, even today, billions of people around the world may marry someone simply to have a person always sdanding by for sex. Especially when or if sex becomes part of how someone continues to love their partner genuinely. What I mean is, even within marriage, if one partner is unable or unwilling to engage in sex, then cheating with others often begins. Personally, I don’t consider that cheating—I see it as a necessity, something the life partner is unable to fulfill for some reason. Is that fair enough to understand and do? Yeah, I’m not sure in marriage who loses interest in sex first—male or female.

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But still, at the same time good, decent, excellent, bad, or worse life with the all kinds of sweet, bitter, and sometimes very bitter memories, feelings, and emotions keeps moving closer and closer to that final breath. And I wonder—does any human truly leave this world without regrets, having fulfilled every desire? I don’t know about everyone else, but I know I won’t die that way. Unless, by that time, all the good and bad memories somehow vanish. Otherwise, one thing is for sure that in old age, not only can many things go wrong with the human mind and body, but people often physically start to look unattractive too—unless, of course, someone is immune to aging. In that case someone can say, hey, I am going to die after the age of 100, 125, 150, or even 200, but still going to look like I’m 25. Wow, that sounds and feels amazing.

What? I said, in that kind of future, everyone must retire after the age of 60. Hello, but if And if Mr. Nand L. Verma’s “Project for the world” becomes functional within the next 10 or 20 years, then jobs may no longer be necessary to live a mentally and physically healthy life.

I hope all of this relates to almost everyone’s life—because when it comes to “about me,” this is part of the story too.

What? I said, if people were this honest and open about themselves before getting married, maybe most would stay single—like you—and never have children. Do you really think governments and their systems are clueless for not teaching these things in middle school? Or maybe they just don’t want us to think too deeply. After all, money talks. And when 80 to 90% of the world’s population falls into the catefory of below the poverty line, poor, working poor and struggling middle class, survival becomes the priority. So, forget about thinking about something else. What? I heard someone saying something in Punjabi that “Lagda ae sabno pangadpose ich pa rekha ae“ loosely translates to something like: “Looks like everyone’s been dragged into some kind of drama or mess.”and follow-up “A be gal saee lagdi ae” means:”Yeah, that actually sounds about right.

What? I said was—if someone is filthy rich, they might even be able to buy virgins online. I hope that’s not true. But looking at some of the rich, divorced older people listed online… it makes you wonder. Oh, and yes—I’ve resigned from the corporation or whatever too. Well, well, well. In the end, it’s someone’s personal life. And everyone has the right to live it their own way, at any age. Hello, I’m speaking from the perspective of someone who is straight. I don’t want to encourage anyone who born Male or Female to become gay, lesbian, or bisexual just to feel like they’re living life fully.

Looking around—who’s laughing? Please, be serious. The creator of humans once told me that some people on Earth are infringing on copyright. And I told him not to take action, because sometimes it could be due to hormonal imbalance. So please, don’t teach children that even if they’re born male or female, still there’s nothing wrong with becoming gay, lesbian, or bisexual. Otherwise, creator of the humans may get very angry.

Otherwise, let’s see if someone can discover a formula or recipe that keeps humans physically twenty-five years old—even when their actual age is a hundred. Then everyone would die young at a hundred. Yeah, if someone could invent something like that, they’d make quintillions of U.S. dollars. Looking around—who’s laughing? Hello? I’m kind of serious here. Because as long as humans are alive, they keep shifting from one stage of life to another, constantly adopting something new and leaving something behind. The aging process does the same. But in my view, stability—in every sense and meaning related to human life—is more important than endless growth and expansion.

What? I said, just look at where all the gold is sitting, while most people can’t afford even an ounce. Anyway, I’ve never worn anything made of gold. I’m not a fan. But back (I think in 1999 while I was in USA) when gold was cheap, I tried to buy a kilogram. Someone told me over the phone that I couldn’t use a credit card to buy gold, but on the other hand Gold sellers were taking credit cards. What? Yeah. At that time, a kilogram of gold was around six thousand U.S. dollars. What? I said, maybe that person wanted you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) to stay poor. So who was I really talking to on the phone? People who want to keep others poor? Now (In August 2025) it says that in USA 1 kilogram gold cost apprixmeatly $107,430.54 USD.

But how can that happen in a country like the USA? What? I said, it looks like the USA is the head office of… whoever. I hope not. Since then, gold has gotten more and more expensive—and I’ve gotten poorer. But in poverty, people can definitely live without gold. Otherwise, isn’t it true that accepting this is a psychological impact on humans created by financial circumstances? Actually I am not sure about that, especially after seeing some of the very rich people wearing gold equal to nothing. Otherwise, what created a kind and type of in almost all the humans on the basis of psychological effects? What? I said—keep growing economically instead of stabilizing everyone equally. Especially if without stability and equality, two peopleends up living in a two-acre apartment or house on one side of the street, while two others have to share a tiny room on the other side—even in a so-called world-class society as well as in developed nations.

So what have we learned so far about the truth and reality of earthly humans, their governments, and their systems? What? I said—worthless show-offs, particular lifestyles, and certain hobbies only exist if people are loaded with money up to their necks. And honestly, there’s nothing wrong with that—as long as everyone earened everything with honesty, talent and brillience and rest of the people tworldwide those are not rich has at least the basics in life.

What? I said—maybe then no one would obsess over certain people and their lifestyles. And that would be bad for economic growth. Yeah, but that’s the core issue: we keep growing economically instead of stabilizing everyone and everything equally, with only what’s truly needed.

What? I said—so far, like you wrote I’ve never read anything about anyone under the category of “About Me.” Hello? Besides this, you may never come across another website on the entire world wide web where almost all the content belongs to one person—and that same person is also the creator of all the content and the website itself. What? I said—otherwise, even AI should have run out of steam too. May be. Therefore, I hope all these bikini models worldwide still appreciate real men who write lyrics about their perfect… whatever.

Otherwise, doesn’t it often feel like we’re living in a weird world—of aliens, earthly humans, or AIs? But still if Earthly humnas or humans on any planet created everything then they can change the same anytime too. Does everyone believe in such change for the sake of Humans and Humanity only? No, because why should I let go of something that I have earned in life by working hard? Yeah, but you didn’t create the land on Earth. Besides, what if sooner or later your country goes bankrupt? What? I said, “That is why I deposited enough money in an overseas bank account and brought some of the houses too.” So, even if sooner or later my country will go bankrupt, I can live decently for the rest of my life. Well, well, well, then look who is going to be left behind in a bankrupt country. So, before such a situation arises, everyone in a country must take everything very seriously instead of getting brainwashed by some of the politicians and so many other people.

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Some people have a right to say, “Why should I give up my wealth and luxury, which I earned through honesty, hard work, talent, and brilliance?” Especially when it’s for the sake of those who, knowingly lacking even the basics in life, chose only to have children.

Yes, but because of the inequality parents and after birth, those children didn’t have the same opportunities you had—whether in education, access to nutritious food, clean water, or decent housing. In such conditions, even the brain doesn’t function as it should. So forget about exercising the brain and body when someone is trapped in a particular kind of situation. Still, that’s a legal and systemic problem—not one caused by the rich, the very rich, or the filthy rich. Especially if most of the government worldwide are only good in collecting taxes, starting wars and creating all kinds of conflicts. What do you think about the existence of these situations worldwide? Because they’re also part of what shapes you—your character and personality as well as says a lot about you.

So what makes humans develop a particular kind of personality and character? I believe it’s a kind of education, knowledge, and understanding. Otherwise, I have no idea if somsone born with a kind of genes to have a particular kind of personality and character as a whole.

I mean, before the internet, many students worldwide—including myself—weren’t taught that after a certain age, women can no longer have children nor about any kind of sex education. Therefore, women either need to marry in time or have children without getting married. But still, being a single mother may not be a good idea—unless one is financially secure. However, as more and more women become financially independent, some may choose to live life on their own terms. So, now, those with internet access not only should know that after a particular age, women can’t naturally conceive but also can taught themselves almost about everything. Which definitely help everyone not to get in any kind of trouble.

Okay, I’m aware that this might be the first time you’re reading something so unusual from someone writing about themselves. But I believe that should be one of the main reasons why the internet and computers were made available to all humans worldwide—to bring change. I mean, earlier only armed forces used them to send encrypted messages to win wars or conduct espionage. Well then now, we all have so much to learn from the history of unfair competition, conflicts, and wars between humans while at the same time trying to put end on these all as well.

But for what and why? Because I believe it’s to ensure that every human being worldwide has access to the basic necessities of life—without being subjected to unfair competition, conflict, or war. For example: By unfair competition, I mean situations where someone can’t even afford enough food to survive. Clearly, that person isn’t going to become a wrestler or pursue any physically demanding career. So how can we expect equality when the starting lines are so drastically different? So, let’s just accept the truth: in almost every country, there have been not only highly incapable politicians, but also certain top-level government employees who remained in power for 30 to 50 years, contributing to all kinds of chaos.

Will the trend of unfair competition, worthless conflict, and war among humans continue in this century as it has in the past? Not necessarily. Today, people across the world understand the consequences of these issues far better than before. And now, they also have more options to live fulfilling lives. That’s why governments—and individuals within them—should avoid actions that leave war as the only resolution.

Because, let’s be honest: citizens of any country still don’t have the right to vote on whether their nation goes to war. Yet, in the end, it’s the citizens who bear the brunt—losing their homes, livelihoods, and sometimes their lives as well. And those who are already struggling with poverty and hardship may feel they have little to lose and might not care if war breaks out. But those who have everything—stability, wealth, comfort—should be deeply concerned. What? I said, we can move to our nuclear-proof bunkers. But even then, what awaits outside after the war stops? It won’t be the same world. Therefore, even those saved their lives inside the nuclear-proof-bunkers may lose will to live or have to live like a dead men.

So, when it comes to you—your character, your personality—it should also reflect how you think and evaluate the world as a whole.

Otherwise, no matter what kind of circumstances or situations humans are in, after a certain age, everyone begins the gradual journey into older age—day by day. Whether married, raising children, or living as a bachelor, aging is inevitable.

Although the process of aging begins from the moment we’re born, most parts of the world officially designate individuals under the age of eighteen as children or minors. Medically, if I’m not mistaken, by the age of twenty-one, nearly every part of the human body is fully developed. That’s why, in some countries, people under twenty-one aren’t legally allowed to purchase alcohol or tobacco products. What? I said, otherwise health insurence companies can go bankrupt. Yeah. Beside by the age of twenty-one, some people may already appear to be forty. So I’m not entirely sure when humans truly begin to approach old age—or whether it’s more about how people physically look and behave according to their whatever. But one thing is certain: for some jobs, a person’s application might be rejected simply based on their date of birth. “Hey, you’re forty—too old for this job.” Yet, the same employer might call a sixty-year-old woman a “young lady” if she’s a customer. Therefore, sometimes, capitalism doesn’t allow people to speak the truth—especially when it comes to selling something. Telling the truth might mean losing customers. See how psychology works? Even calling someone “young” can make an older person feel happy. But when it comes to hiring, someone who’s forty-five may genuinely be considered too old for certain jobs. So, in reality, most humans may begin to enter the main phase of old age after fifty. At least, that’s how I see it.

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Even though in old age, if I cover my grey hair or wear a wig—whether it’s a digital one in selfies as dispalyed on this page or a real one—physically, I still look pretty much the same from head to toe. What? I said, maybe because you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) never got married or had a long list of serious relationships. Really? Otherwise, I thought married and people in serious relationship should remain forever young. What? I said, that is possible only if in married and serious relationship everything is 100% is true. Well, well, well, I never thought things are that bad, therefore, now I am feeling more good and proud. Looking around, who is laughing? Hello, young lady, yet you have to get marry, so be serious. What? I said, I am thinking reamaining like you. Well, nothing wrong with that as long as you are loaded with all kinds of wealth and luxuries. In that case if you want still you should be able to have children.

But one thing is for sure that since having Internet and world wide web, almost everyone knows about everyone’s life. What? I said, some even can hear and see everything happening inside someone’s home. No way—that can’t be true. But if someone didn’t build their house themselves, who knows what’s hidden inside?

Also, these days, people can hack into someone’s private life just by sitting in their room. They can check microphones and cameras in phones and computers. Even if those devices are turned off, who knows what’s really happening? Mumbling… I put a piece of cardboard over my laptop camera and taped it down. Now hackers should see nothing but center of the black hole in the universe. Although new desktops, laptops, tablets, phones, and even televisions may now come with built-in camera shutters… What? I said, I can still hear everything.Anyway, it feels like everything is getting a little crazy.

So now, for many people, nothing feels truly private anymore. Even in a country like the USA, security cameras are everywhere. But then, what’s the point of being one of the most eaducated, richest and powerful countries in the world if cameras are needed everywhere?Honestly, I still don’t understand the meaning of many things. Although now one of the new bussiness got created, someone can run a background check on another person from anywhere in the world—just by paying $25. Really? I think so.

What’s next? Maybe people will start watching illegally recorded videos of someone’s private life before deciding anything about them. But I don’t care—I’ve decided to stay single. Yeah, but still, for those who are worried or conserned, they should make sure their smart (or not-so-smart) devices aren’t sharing anything without their permission. What? I said, you don’t need to worry too much. Why not? Because I use all these devices too. That should mean by someone else you get recorded too. Anyway.

Besides all this, as you all know, being human means we have social, personal, and family obligations to fulfill throughout our lives. It doesn’t matter whether someone is single, married, rich, poor, young, old, or even just a child—these responsibilities are part of life. On this journey, some things become complicated to achieve, and sometimes we lose them even after we’ve achieved them. Because some of the humans including me are not the best at choosing wisely, keeping what matters, or spending thoughtfully—whether it’s about a few things or everything.

As you know, whether for anyone financial situation and living standards are average, decent, good, very good, excellent, bad, or very bad—life and time continue to move forward. Most of us try our best to manage and live fully, while also striving to stay healthy and happy. That’s exactly what I’ve been trying to do for as long as I can remember. But honestly, I’m still not satisfied—not even a little—with how life has turned out so far. What? I said but still hanging in there, (the meaning of hanging in there means surviving or pushing through. Hey just making clear) trying to make the best of life in every situation and circumstance, while staying completely sober, true, honest, and maintaining self-respectto its fullest too. Yeah, you are right.

Otherwise, as everyone knows, when financial circumstances in life are bad—or very bad—some people struggle to cope with the situations that arise or just can’t deal with it. In such cases, some may choose to be high on something, end their lives, harm others, or pursue success through criminal means, whether directly or indirectly.

So, the idea of “living life fully” really depends on the individual and the way they handle everything in life. Because if I am not wrong then after particular age everyone evaluates and defines the meaning of life—and what it means to live it fully—in their own way. Yet, most people around the world don’t truly have the freedom to live life the way they wish. Instead of having real choices, almost all humans are directly or indirectly forced into something just to make a living. And sometimes, that pressure can turn life into a living hell. Because I don’t believe many people genuinely want to work in professions they feel trapped in—forced by the system to meet endless obligations and requirements, whether it’s earning a steady income or until the last breath striving for economic growth.

On the other hand for some people, life seems meaningless if they don’t have a drink at the bar once a week, eat at restaurants, or have sex. But even after living in the U.S. for so long, I’ve never become addicted to any of these things. So I believe that even if someone lacks certain things in life or can’t afford them, life can still be survivable—if not entirely living to the fullest. Besdie this addiction and the constant need to show off can lead people into dangerous territory too. Therefore, in the end, it all comes down to how each human thinks about life and what it means to truly live.

Well, now you probably should know more than enough about me. Because right now, I’m the only one here— building, managing and maintaning entire website with my own content, except for the embedded videos. But even the rights to the emedded video collection and playlists belong to me.

Despite everything, we all know that alongside the bad, everyone should have a few good people in their lives. Good individuals don’t necessarily have to come from one’s family or circle of relatives, nor from the same village, town, city, state, or even country. Although the rise of the internet has led to an increase in crimes committed by educated or well-educated individuals, it has also made it possible to connect with complete strangers who may turn out to be far better — in every sense — than the people someone known for a long time. Because even totally strangers can guide someone in the right direction, encouraging to explore new things — especially those for someone were previously unaware of, unfamiliar with, or believed incapable of doing. Although, still, everyone has to be careful, especially after realizing the truth that even gods want to test humans thoroughly or pray hard before granting them any kind of reward or breakthrough. Looking around… who’s laughing? Yeah, I am — because sometimes even the gods in heaven drop an asteroid to wipe out dinosaurs or whoever else. That could be true too. And honestly, I have no idea how or why some humans on Earth still may be alive.

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Otherwise, some people always help others — even complete strangers — directly or indirectly, and without any selfish motives. That’s why we call them good people.

In the journey of life, I remember one moment clearly. Around 1997 or 1998, one of my roommates advised me to create a website and share all my lyrics and other creative work, instead of keeping it to myself. At the time, I was hesitant to go online — not just because it involved sharing personal things, but also because I didn’t know much about computers, the internet, or how to build a website. Becausde while growing up and going to school my work experience had mostly been doing some agriculture and horticulture in a small family owned farm in a village, and later somehow ending up working in a five-star super deluxe hotel in India. After moving to the USA, I worked in various restaurants and even opened one of my own in 1996. Unfortunately, things went wrong in the partnership. I was legally pushed out of the business without receiving any money, while my partners continued to run it. That was a tough time — especially in a country like the USA, where not only starting over without financial support is incredibly difficult, but also someone can end up living on street for sure. But one more time in life, I manged to avoid becoming homless in USA. Especially while legally my bussiness partners were allowed to run a restaurant as well as keeping all the money. Yeah, I found that very difficult to deal with especially in a country like USA which always try to server the justice to the world.

Had things gone differently, I might have been financially settled for life by 2000 — and maybe even married. But that didn’t happen. I had to find a job and go back to work while working for others to stay alive and finacially afloat, which I always disliked. Especially when it comes to working for others and remaining in the category of working poor. Yeah, still I am not sure why I hated so much working for others to make a living.

So, Back in 1997 or 1998, while I was working and living in the USA, one of my roommates encouraged me to buy a desktop computer and a printer. At first, I told him he was crazy— because I didn’t know anything about computers! But he reassured me, saying, “Don’t worry. Your English isn’t bad, and if you get stuck, just ask me.” So I said, “Okay, if you say so, I’ll do it.”

That’s how I ended up buying a big desktop from Dell with a woofer and two speakers for $2,500, and an HP printer for $500. Thankfully, Dell offered free 24/7 support back then, so if you got stuck, you could just call them.

In the beginning, I used to shut down my desktop by pressing the power button—until one of my roommates showed me the proper way to shut it down. Well, I should have read the manual, but honestly, I’ve never liked doing that. Anyway, slowly but surely, I figured out how to navigate the desktop and printer on my own during my spare time. After that, I became fascinated and impressed with computers and printers.

I think it was around 2001 or 2002 when I bought an HP laptop. By that time, computers and laptops had improved significantly in every way. Also, cellular phones were starting to replace beepers. Looking around anyone remember the time and era of beepers? If I’m not mistaken, I bought my first cellphone in 2007, in Jamaica, New York. Yes, there’s a town in New York called Jamaica—don’t ask me why! And in big cities across the USA, you’ll find places like Chinatown, Little India, Little Italy, and many other “Little” neighborhoods named after countries. Sometimes, though, these areas become hotspots for gang activity and turf wars, with people trying to assert dominance based on their ethnic or national identity. Looking around, who’s laughing? Hello—these kinds of people and situations exist even in a country like the USA. Yeah, I forgot to mention that in almost every town and city in the USA, there are areas commonly referred to as “Black neighborhoods” and “White neighborhoods.” What? I said, otherwise—since you’re living in India in your hometown—it looks like a 99% “white” neighborhood. Well, if you say so, there’s not much I can add. Still, I hope the municipal committee will eventually catch up and work toward making the town world-class in every sense and meaning. Otherwise, it’s chaos—especially when it comes to cleanliness and planning. Besides this, even though nearly 20 vehicles are owned by just 18 families in our village, there are still many things that need improvement. The village must strive for perfection in several key areas—starting with at least a 3 to 4-foot-wide path throughout the village, clean and decent backyards where cows can be tied from morning to evening, and a basic sense of hygiene, like not dumping kitchen or bathroom water in front of someone else’s house entrance. Most importantly, the village needs to rise above jealousy and dirty politics.

But even just building proper paths and improving infrastructure across the board could require at least a million USD (approximately ₹8.7 crore). Perfecting a one-kilometer dirt link road or developing a brand-new one might cost up to 2 million USD.

Yeah, unfortunately, achieving any perfection in life isn’t just about money, money, and more money. It’s also about having the right people—those who can plan wisely and execute effectively. Nothing else matters more. What? I said, Otherwise, by now as everyone should know, it is big, big wastage of tax payers money.

Otherwise, before arriving in the United States, I never imagined the existence of certain kinds of people, mentalities, and behaviors in a country like USA. For many immigrants—including myself—our dreams about the USA as a whole were shattered almost immediately. Because in some areas, it wasn’t even safe to walk around wearing gold jewelry. That kind of danger made new arrivals feel lost and confused, thinking, “I thought these things only happened in the country I left behind in search of a better life.” But hey—once you’ve arrived, whether legally or illegally, and paid a hefty amount of money to get there, you’re stuck at least for 5 to 8 years for sure. Therefore, once you arrive, you have to stay and give everything you’ve got—working hard, saving as much U.S. dollar as possible, and doing it all with honesty, integrity, and dedication. Especially if someone exaggerated the country’s greatness, simply because they didn’t have the resources or access to find out the truth for themselves.

By 2007, I was still in the same situation, facing the same circumstances. That’s when I decided to build a website: www.nandverma.com. By then, I had accumulated not just lyrics, but other content worth sharing. From the time I bought my first desktop until 2007, I believe I may have created something on my computer that could have been worth a lot of money—but I didn’t earn even a single penny from it.

During that time, I also became more aware of the existence of various crimes and criminals in the USA. It was scary—especially for someone who had never committed a crime and came to USA to earn everything with honesty, integrity, brilliance, and a strong work ethic. The network of criminals in the U.S. can be global, involving spy agencies, members of the armed forces, politicians, and even governments from all our the world. Sometimes, it’s mostly people from Asian countries living in the USA who, directly or indirectly, rob and exploit their own fellow immigrants in countless ways—people who migrated from the same country. So forget about outsiders; the betrayal often starts from within. Otherwise, almost all Americans were unaware of many things about other countries and their people—until the internet and the World Wide Web became accessible to them.

So, as the Internet and the World Wide Web became accessible, I came to know that nearly every country depends on U.S. dollars to function while at the same time having a government. It means living in the USA with valuable digital assets—worth a million, millions, a billion, or billions—can make you a target. Because some of the countries, even stealing just a billion USD in value, can stay afloat for a while. Therefore, people may try to steal your creations and claim legal ownership through manipulation and deceit. Especially if someone is totally unaware of the value of some of the digital assets or creations. Because I am sure before the Internet and the World Wide Web became accessible to most of the people worldwide or even in a country like the USA, many people, including me, were not aware of the copyright. But after knowing about so many things because of the Internet and the World Wide Web, instead of life getting easier to live, at least for me, it got much, much more complex too. What? I said, especially after realizing and evaluating the truth that all kinds of criminals, corrupt individuals, immoral people, opportunists, selfish beings, and manipulators may be living far better lives than most of the honest, hardworking, and brilliant individual who while still maintaining their self-respect.

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Even today, in many countries, a million dollars can be a huge amount—whether for a government or an individual. So imagine someone unknowingly owning digital assets worth billions. What happens then? I said it once: that person could end up dead sooner or later, even in a country like the USA, and the cause of death might remain unknown forever.

So don’t assume there’s any place on Earth free from crime, criminals, or injustice. Someone should had taught me this much before I turned 15. And even now, the way students are educated in many countries hasn’t changed much. Despite all the speeches and online campaigns about eliminating illiteracy and poverty to help nations grow financially, the reality often contradicts the rhetoric.

Because in the end, if everyone becomes rich, who will do the odd and dirty jobs? How will some countries continue to rely on cheap labor to fuel their economic growth? I figured this out myself back in 2007, before I even started building a website—thanks to having a computer and internet access. Otherwise, there’s no way I could have evaluated even this much on my own. That’s why having access to specific kinds of information is essential to understanding and evaluating many things—or even everything—by yourself. Especially when what you’ve been taught or what you know isn’t the full truth about life or about living it decently and completely.

Once someone starts believing in this reality, it can transform their personality and character entirely. Sometimes, it even leads them into a completely new territory in life. Not necessarily into crime—but possibly into something unconventional that could benefit others too. Otherwise, when faced with particular kinds of circumstances, many people do turn to various forms of crime, including cybercrime. Because deep down, everyone wants to live the lifestyle of the rich and famous. But even when equal rights are promised, the reality is that inequality in financial resources, living standards, education, and infrastructure prevents many people from achieving a decent quality of life through honesty, integrity, brilliance, talent, and hard work. Sooner or later, this imbalance often leads to frustration, unrest, and various forms of violence directed toward governments and their systems.

What? I said I am explaning the situation hindi langauge that, oskai baad ya to babuji 600 km per hour luxury Maglev rail mai, ya thusain jayeingay gandi Jail mai. What? I said, in many countries still some people even find true love of their lives while in jail. Hey, can be true, because nothing much to do. It says, in usa one inmate cost between $100 to $128 per day while minimium wagers even in 2025 earn may be $ 50 a day after (working 8 hours) all the deduction.And as everyone knows in some of the Countries all kinds of crimes and criminal gangs can be run from jails too.

Even after decades of hard work, brilliance, and talent, many still chase the dream of becoming rich—not just for luxury, but for dignity. You’re right: in today’s world, even in developed nations like the USA, retirement can feel more like survival than serenity. A $350 monthly Social Security check? That’s barely enough to cover phone bills, groceries, and public transportation expenses—so forget about living a golden life after retirement. Otherwise, even in a country like India, after the age of 62—whether someone contributed to social security while working or not—I believe everyone receives around ₹1,000 to ₹2,000 per month, along with access to free medical treatment worth up to ₹500,000. Besides this, it’s reported that approximately 800 to 900 million people in India purchase all kinds of groceries from subsidized government shops using ration cards under the National Food Security Act. So honestly, I have no idea what some of the so-called developed nations, including the USA, are trying to teach the rest of the world.

And yet, the hope persists. Maybe digital platforms will become the new lifeline for many elderly in the form of YouTube channels, online tutoring, digital art or remote consulting. Therefore, maybe for many old innings of life will be powered by all kinds of wealth and health. What? I said, after that some of the old people may sing in hindi or in any language “Sau baras ki zindagi se achai hai — Or jawaani ki gareeb zindagi se achhi hai budhape ki amiri aur sukoon bhare din.” (Translation: Better than a poor youth is a rich and peaceful old age.) Well, you never know may be this phrase in hindi become true that “Kaliyug mein Ganga ulti behaygee” What? I said, besides this—if older people like you, Mr. Nand L. Verma, end up looking the way you do in those 2024 selfies, wearing a digital wig—then it really feels like “Swarg dharti par bhi hai, swarg dharti par bhi hai, swarg dharti par bhi hai.” Yeah, that’s for sure.

Well, in that case, instead of the 72 earthly whoores, even a rich old man who looks like he’s in his 20s or 30s should be able to attract more than 72 earthly companions—without even changing his religion. Especially in countries where having multiple girlfriends or even wives is socially acceptable. Many women don’t mind, beside this now that so many females are becoming financially independent and wealthy; some of them may not even want to marry. Is that right?

Looking around—who’s laughing? Good for you. Otherwise, during those yoga laughter sessions, it takes real effort (or like they say in hindi pura zoor lagana padtaa hai) to laugh. And while having a particular kind of job people have to smile at work not because they’re happy, but because they have to, I mean if they want to keep the job. So, the constant pressure to keep making money may have turned almost all human beings in many ways not only inhuman, but also increasingly fake.

Otherwise, when I started my website back in 2007, I never imagined that by 2025, I’d still be working to reach this level—and trying to turn it into a full-time job with the hope of earning some money someday. But it’s not easy at all to attract the kind of traffic needed to make a living from a website. On top of that, you have to spend countless hours creating meaningful content. So yes, just making random videos on YouTube might earn people more money than running a website like nandverma.com But as I mentioned earlier, I have no regrets about not making money from nandverma.com It has always kept me engaged during my free time, and along the way, I’ve learned so many valuable things.

So, unless people from around the world find something truly brilliant, talented—or even absurdly entertaining—on your site, they won’t bother visiting. In reality, nothing is easy, no matter what anyone tells you—whether it’s about earning a living or making tons of money even on the world wide web. Yet, people everywhere continue to chase that goal in their own way, generation after generation.

It seems like this pursuit is what humanity calls “life.” Most parents around the world bring children into this world hoping they’ll enjoy that same kind of life. But the truth is, many parents don’t have the resources to give their children what’s truly needed for a happy and healthy life. Still, I believe the “right kind” of parents do their best to raise their children with love and care. So, I feel very strongly that still in this century, spending your entire life just to secure the basics—or even to accumulate more than enough—is not only exhausting, but arguably a waste of life. If I’m not wrong, most people live their lives—partially or fully—by exploiting others, physically or mentally, in one way or another. And even in the time and era of the Internet and world wide web, one thing remains true: you have to put in countless hours just to build a particular kind of website, maintaining it, running and making all kinds of contents for the same as well. Even to make a single Man made video for the internet not only required many things but people have to spend tons of time time. So forget about designing, building, and running an entire website on your own—even if you don’t have to do the coding. In the real world, I’ve been left with no choice but to do everything myself, even without knowing much about web development. But after these all, if website doesn’t offer something truly special, the big, well-established platforms and their shareholders won’t let people leave their ecosystems. That’s the reality of the digital world.

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But as far as I can remember, I was born stubborn—with a free, neutral, and impartial spirit. And yes, just to clarify, I’m referring to being neutral in thought and free in spirit. Also, for the record, I’m only interested in organically born females. Just making that clear while explaining what I mean by “neutral and free spirit.”

Now, don’t laugh—especially in this era of the Internet and the World Wide Web. Especially if because of misunderstandings or a lack of understanding, all kinds of trouble can find you. And today, those troubles can come from anywhere in the world or from all over the world once. So if mentally someone isn’t equipped to handle certain things properly, they really shouldn’t say or write anything online. What? I said therefore, if someone is physically perfect from head to toe, they might as well post their silent nudes. Well, I’m not recommending it, but hey, if doing so helps someone earn money, then there’s nothing inherently wrong with that either.

Otherwise, everyone knows that even while talking things on the Web can turn ugly very quickly. Actually so far I didn’t talk to anyone on web cam. I’m not saying there aren’t good and kind people out there—but making the right judgment online or world wide web is far more complicated than doing so in real life. Still, most people even oldies don’t have much of a choice. They jump into the digital world either to earn money or to showcase their skills, talents, or some version of perfection.

Looking around, who is laughing? Yeah, I am laughing at, even oldies? Hello, not all elderly people around the world have accomplished everything before reaching the official age of old age, which I believe begins around 65. Unfortunately, some people start thinking they’re not only old but also look old too even when they’re just 50. So generally, I can’t make any broad statements about how and why everyone looks or feels at that age—because it varies so much from person to person. What? I said, all you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) is saying that even if he is approach 70, still look and feel like he is hanging between the age of 20 to 30 in every sense and meaning. And yes, you can absolutely say that. Because I have no intention of sitting around waiting for death or giving up on anything. Because so far, neither mentally nor physically have I experienced any significant decline that would make me feel down or limit my ability to enjoy life. In old age I’m taking every precaution I can afford to maintain my mental and physical well-being, and I intend to keep it that way for as long as I’m alive.

Despite directly or indirectly being forced to walk an uncertain financial path in life, I’ve learned not to be easily discouraged, crushed, or offended. And I think that is why so far I’ve never had major an emotional breakdown—even though I’ve faced some of the worst financial hardships I can remember.May be some of you out there feel the same way.

Some might say the reason I’ve stayed emotionally steady is because I never married or raised children. Maybe that’s true. But I’ve had my own kind of companionship—one that’s always been there, twenty-four seven, in every sense. Now, don’t get me wrong—there’s nothing wrong with being married or having a family. It’s a beautiful thing, as long as the grass doesn’t start looking greener on the bachelor’s side. And if it does? Well, in my case, I’d say some ladies from around the world are welcome. What? I said, otherwise most of the oldies of your age may be done. Well, I can not say anything about people. So, good luck.

After particular age one of the reasons I never married is because I realized I couldn’t truly fall in love with just one woman. Especailly by knowing the truth that I’m not good at lying, cheating, or hurting someone—and I never wanted to get tangled in the very unusual and weird troubles that can come with married life. So I chose not to marry.

Still, if even in old age someone as a man is wealthy—filthy rich even—they can have children if they wish. Especially if children are going to be financially all set for life. Otherwise, I have no idea if I have some thinking—what do they call it? What I said, love child or children born because of a sexual affair. Yeah. Or if someone used my (Mr. Nand L. Verma’s) semen illegally to born children without my consent. In that case, if someone is happy, fine with me. Otherwise, if someone wants to find out about their biological father, not in the hope of getting some money or other asset but for the sake of fatherly love, hey, feel free to contact me. Becsause in some cases, there can be dirty politics involved—things that neither the biological parents nor the children may ever fully understand. So, be careful. Because low life people can do anything, I mean anything. Otherwise, if some of the children are rich and happy in life they might not want to know about their poor biological parent or father. That’s can be true in certain circumstances. But others might not care at all.

Believe me, if your parents have provided everything—or left behind all the assets you need to live a healthy and happy life until your last breath—then you’re not just lucky. You’re also spared from dealing with the worst of humans, humanity and the cruelty that often comes no matter where someone live on Earth. Otherwise, face the truth even since your childhood on your own—whether just to survive or simply to stay alive. I’ve had to do that myself, and even then, I’ve been knocked down financially many times, hitting ground zero or even below that. And it wasn’t strangers who did this to me—it was people I trusted, and a justice system I took for granted.

So, if I hadn’t had the courage to endure those financial losses and the all kinds of mental and physical turma comes with it, I might have ended up dead—or in jail for doing something drastic. Because as long as money rules human lives, no one can afford to lose it. If I had been financially secure back in the mid-1980s, just imagine how many toxic people and painful struggles I could have avoided. When I was growing up in a village, there weren’t many radios around to inform or educate you about anything—so forget about having a television, phone, internet, or access to the World Wide Web. If those things had been available to me back then, believe me, I could have made much better decisions on my own and lived a more fulfilling life—even at the age of 12 or 14.

So, choose the right people in life—especially when entering any kind of business partnership. Whether you’re investing your own hard-earned money or borrowed funds, trusting the wrong people can throw your entire life into the garbage dump. I believe that those who grow up with the internet and the World Wide Web by the age of 14 should be smarter in every sense compared to people who only gained access to it after the age of 40, 50, 60, 70, 80, or even 100.

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So, in this internet and world wide web age, no one in their twenties, thirties or even fourties should be as naïve as I was back then. But still—what can I say? Because even these days, even educated or well educated thieves, crooks, and fraudsters don’t even need your permission to drain your bank account. That’s true. Things aren’t getting better for honest, hardworking people—they’re getting worse. Especially after I came to know that, in countries like the UK and USA, both young and older women have been sending money—sometimes thousands, even up to half a million USD—to strangers in other countries while searching for a man of their dream. But instead of finding a man of their whtever thye lost their money to scammers. I found that to be a very strange and bewildering aspect of human behavior. Otherwise, I used to think only some men did such foolish things—usually while high on whatever. I mean, unless someone is rich and can afford to lose money, it just doesn’t make sense.

What? I’m asking—how much money have you spent so far on all of your girlfriends or paid sex? Thinking back, approximately $2,000 USD. What did you say, young lady? I said, you’re very, very cheap. Not really, because I worked hard to make honest money. In that case it is like ” Tatai pawn pasareyai jaitay lambi sor” Otherwise, if my girlfriends were richer than me, then hey—you pay the bill. If not, I could have cooked better food at home for under $15, and we could be drinking better wine than the one we’re paying total $200 USD for at the restaurant. Looking around… who’s laughing?

And when I look around, I ask: where is God? What? You say, “Visit my religious place and I’ll wash your sins away.” Hello? If you’re God or a goddess, aren’t you supposed to eliminate some of the criminals to protect the good people?

So, even still ometimes I feel completely lost in the whole belief system that most humans follow—or are legally bound to follow. But for what? Just to have one decent house, enough food, clean water, some clothes, a pair of shoes, and sex? Still, for most people around the world, the struggle for these basic needs continues.

Even though humans have existed since time immemorial—and I am one of you—most things about me are similar to what most people experience, though they often pretend otherwise in public. But I found that real Americans ( in USA)—including women—tend to be less pretentious, or not pretentious at all. I like that. Otherwise, stil there’s one major difference between me and almost everyone else: I’ve never been addicted to sex, alcohol, smoking, or any kind of narcotics. And I’ve never knowingly done anything wrong to anyone for the sake of those things.

Looking around the world with my “third eye” open to seek the truth… things don’t look very good. Yet, despite everything, the majority of people across the globe still believe in the existence of Gods and Goddesses in some way.

Some people have everything—or more than enough—for themselves and their children, all the way until their last breath. For them, perhaps the idea of an invisible God isn’t necessary. Because if someone has everything they need to live a happy and healthy life, it might mean that the Gods—or whoever they believe in—are pleased with them.

As for me, even in old age, life isn’t over. There are still many things I’m learning and experiencing. What? I heard someone say something. Yeah, I said, “I thought you were dead.” No—I’m still alive and well. So maybe the dead one is whoever. But how and why did I survive?Because slowly and steadily, I taught myself how not to get easily discouraged, offended, or crushed—no matter if no one around to rely on, beside even when it seemed like the whole world was or still is against me. Especially after realizing the truth: I live in a dysfunctional, uncertain, and unstable world of humans. And beyond that, the system—and all kinds of love and relationships—can be filled with self-interest and selfishness.

Otherwise, most of the people after breaking down emotionally, mentally and physically either learn to compromise with the wrong and unfair or keep themselves quit if their purpose and need are getting fulfilled to live a decent or perfect life. But people like me? We can’t. Beside this as I mentioned earlier, I’ve never had an emotional breakdown, even though I’ve been knocked down financially to ground zero—or even minus a hundred—many times. And it wasn’t strangers who did that to me. It was people I trusted, and a justice system I believed in.

Yes, as I said before, you’re someone who’s always had an all-purpose companion by your side, it is always good. But with that kind of company, certain liabilities and obligations come along too to keep everything perfectly in place. Otherwise, to avoid being discouraged, offended, or crushed by anyone or anything, you must have something inside you that tells you: you are right, even if almost everyone else isn’t the right version of anything.

What? I said—even if you don’t have a penny. Yes. Because once someone makes you penniless, they might want you to either commit suicide or harm someone. But why would anyone play such an inhuman game? What? I said—sometimes, certain people are either jealous of you or afraid of you. Afraid of someone who has nothing? Really? Yes. Because those people can’t even earn a single penny with honesty and integrity may want you to become one of them. No, that can’t be true… or maybe it is.

Anyway, I believe that after a certain age, every individual—whether part of a family, village, town, city, state, or country—has their own demons and problems to face or deal with. Because nothing is truly stable or equal in human life. And yes, I think all of this applies to me too.

In reality, isn’t it true that most of the time, human lives are destroyed in every possible way by the very people they trusted—financially or otherwise? Sometimes, this betrayal even comes in the form of one’s own government or system. Especially when your currency isn’t accepted by many countries around the world if you want to import something from them nor value much—what then?

Often, the exploiters and destroyers turn out to be your own people. Because everyone has certain liabilities and obligations in life, and these cannot be fulfilled without money or even the basic necessities. If you lack a few essential things in life, forget about fulfilling any of those responsibilities—especially the ones that come inherently with life and exist in almost every kind of relationship. And if you don’t even have access to clean water or enough food, then exercising your mind and body becomes impossible. The brain and body need disease-free nourishment to function at their full potential. Otherwise, everyone knows the truth. Looking around—who’s really laughing? Be serious. Especially if someone once taught you that the whole world is like a family and person as a whole is more important then money and other assets in life that provide all kinds of luxury. No, that’s not true at all, because in relity and truth directly or indirectly almost for everyone it is opposite. Just look at the elderly parents of all kinds living in free orphanages home for old people.

But who is truly responsible for such situationBecause s and circumstances? I believe the government and the system play a major role. Citizens of a state or country are not only legally obligated to obey and follow these systems, but they also have to pay taxes to support them. What? I said, now me no understnad anything. Good, that is what you government and government system may want.

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Beside this sometimes, being in that state of mind and mentality makes life easier to live as well. What? I said—nahin to verma ko itna likhne aur samajhne mein dimaag ka bharata hi nahin ban gaya, balki budhapa bhi seena taan ke khada nazar aata hai. (Otherwise, with so much to write and understand by his own, Mr. Nand L. Verma’s mind not only turned in to bharta (Bharta is a one of the Indian dish made out of eggplant or brinjal) but also old age desperately is wating with open arms to enroll Mr. Nand L. Verma in the last phase of life to live with whatever he has. What? I said, but even in old age I am not going to go down that easily nor surrender in to the arms of old age for sure. Good for you.

What? I said—because even in old age, I see almost all bikini models and some of the most nude females from around the world on the World Wide Web singing this song for me: “Aaja aye bhaar o mairai… whatever.” Well, it looks like an old bachelor man with tons of money to whom these all beautiful ladies are singing the song. Otherwise, (In Hindi and Urdu) Verna yahin too bahree jawanee kee bahaar mai bhee kheezain (ख़िज़ा) ka mausoom hai. Kayonki jaib khali hotai jeven jena bhee nahee lagta awesome hai. (Otherwise in here, even in youthful days during a sesaon of summer, it feels like a whether of fall or Autumn. Because when your pocket is empty, even living life doesn’t seems to be awesome.

No, I’m just kidding. Because ever since the rise of the Internet and world wide web, more and more women around the world have become financially independent. That means billions of women now have the freedom to choose the kind of man they want — for whatever reason suits them. Besides, like they say: money and luxury will never replace the value of having a good, genuine and right version of the human version of humanity in life. Is that true? Well… that’s something you’ll have to ask yourself.

What? I said—otherwise, even in 2025, if someone dares to believe that all Earthly people are just one big family, without a functional ” Project for the world” founded by Mr. Nand L. Verma, then surely not many would want to be part of such a brutal, cruel, inhuman, selfish, greedy, and dysfunctional family. Therefore, those who believe in the existence of invisible Gods and Goddesses—sometimes it feels like they either don’t exist, or they’re no different from Earthly humans. What? I told you—visit my religious place, and I’ll wash away all your sins. But aren’t Gods and Goddesses supposed to destroy evil, not just cleanse it? What? I said—if that were the case, then Earthly humans wouldn’t have jobs in the police, investigation agencies, hospitals, justice systems, armed forces, spy agencies, or jails to stabilize the economy or keep it growing. Hello, but why does anyone need to have or create all these jobs if Earthly humans can put all the technologies, robots, and machines to work for them—just to provide the basic necessities of life for free, so earthly humans or if also exist somewhere else in the universe at least can be mentally and physically healthy? And after that nothing to fight for.

Besides, after that, politicians and political parties (if still required) wouldn’t have much left to promise or perfect. Otherwise, there’s always something to improve or perfect—especially when voters have no choice but are forced to vote for whoever, in the hope of escaping the categories of the poor, below the poverty line, working poor, and struggling middle class. And I’m sure there aren’t many businessmen out there who genuinely want to support a failed government or system by directly or indirectly scamming investors and banks. Because at some point, if someone isn’t a programmed robot designed to exploit and use humans as a tool, then sooner or later a 100% human’s inner instinct not going to allow them to commit fraud, scam, manipulate, or exploit other humans just to survive or live well.

So, if you connect a few facts and truths, it starts to make perfect sense: the imperfection of the system is something humans must follow every single day. And humanity? It may exist only in speeches and words. Because the greatest evil of all kinds may live inside almost every human—driven by the desire to gain something in life by destroying others. And because of that, humans must constantly defend themselves from other humans. Most of the time—or maybe all the time—the destroyers are the very people we trust and believe in.

Hello? A few things here aren’t just about me. They can relate to all of you too. But so far, for some reason, maybe you haven’t had the courage — or perhaps you haven’t been able to put everything together as one — to express your feelings and emotions. If that’s the case, then congratulations: you’re 100% human. Don’t worry — I’ll speak for all the 100% Earthly humans. as well as if similar to them live somewhere else in the Universe. Because everything on Earth, for the sake of all, can still be perfected. It’s like they say: “देर आए, दुरुस्त आए।” (Better late than never.) जितना स्वस्थ रहने के लिए चाहिए, उतना ही पिए और खाए। (Drink and eat only as much as needed to stay healthy.) फ्री समझ के इतना मत पीना और खाना कि जान ही चली जाए या ज़मीन पर चौकड़ी मार के बैठ जाए और उठना ही न हो पाए। (Don’t treat “free” as an excuse to overeat or overdrink to the point where your life is at risk—or you end up sitting cross-legged on the ground, unable to get back up.)

Looking around—who’s laughing? I said, it looks like even in old age, you sit on the ground and stand up like a 20-year-old. Hello, young and beautiful lady that happens to me when I look at you. No, just kidding, because so far it is all natural and real beside this after wearing a digital wig I may look few years older then the young lady. Mumbling…in that case even some of the 25 years old may look few years older then me. Anyway, thanks for syaing that even in old age I sit on the ground and get up like a 20 years old. Otherwise, look at some of the young people who struggle to do the same—either due to being overweight or obese for one reason or another. Mumbling… what about middle-aged and older people? Yeah, some of them seem to be stuck in a mindset—believing that life is over, or that the best years are behind them. Thinking and believing that way is completely wrong and unacceptable, because in any age by thinking that life is over, even some kind of serious illness can creep in, targeting someone who’s emotionally or mentally vulnerable. I know that sometimes, holding on to positive thinking and spirit as well as keeping up with the perfect mental and physical health until the very last breath feels impossible. But still—there’s no use in constantly crying over spilled milk, or whatever else in the form of wrong, bad, unfair and unaccaptable in life or whoever whatever throws your way.

So, since humans are capable of changing—or even overhauling—their mentality, faith, and beliefs, it should be worth trying to live life to the fullest. But to do that, humans must be convinced willingly. Otherwise, as everyone knows that human ego and ignorance can often be bigger than their own dumb and selfish whatever. Plus, there will always be more misleaders than those who offer the right version of knowledge and education—knowledge that helps people truly understand and evaluate things correctly by their own.

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But at the same time, in the world of money and luxury, most—if not all—humans act and react based on what they possess: wealth, assets, fame, or status. So, if all of that ends up in the wrong hands, there’s no way out of the ditch. Because wealth and assets can be earned wrongly, criminally, or through favoritism. And most of the time, the owners of such power, personality, or privilege underestimate the potential of others.

What? I said—just imagine what could happen if one day I retaliate with the most advanced and sophisticated weapon in the world. Yeah—and sometimes, that weapon can be just a few words, armed with truth, facts, and logic, along with that if someone is capable of solving the problems of humans, then nothing can be powerful then that.

And ever since the existence of the Internet and the World Wide Web, everyone not only has the ability to become aware and knowledgeable by their own but also can even teach others. Because of that, having a formal degree may only be necessary in a few specific fields.

What? I said—even if someone is completely illiterate but becomes a millionaire, billionaire, or even a trillionaire, suddenly everyone wants to follow them, admire them, and even worship them. Looking around—who’s laughing? Hello? Isn’t that true? So, don’t let anyone steal or copy your digital assets—whether they’re on the World Wide Web or sitting in your personal devices—especially not by some desperate “whoever” just trying to stay in business by hook or crook. Therefore, exposing the incapable—no matter who they are—or cutting through the hype with your talent, brilliance, inventions, and problem-solving may be the only way to truly perfect things for all of humanity. I know doing so isn’t easy. But it’s not impossible either.

What? I said, but if someone becomes wealthy after retirement age, because of the Internet and world wide web, then why should that person spend their time trying to make people around the world understand something? Although, almost in every country accroding the the laws of the land everyone have a right to live and spend their money the way they want, but stil some people even after the retirement age may want to do something for the sake of the humans worldwide so they can live a better life. I mean if some of the retirees can afford to live decently with the income they have from all kinds of retirement benifits. What? I said, otherwise by now everyone must be aware of the situation that even in a country like USA, if someone is getting $1,000 to 1,200 monthly in social security benifits and don’t have any other income, people may end up living in their cars, and working poor on the streets. That can be true too. Hey, some of the oldies, welcome to experiance a life under the open sky, especially those of you spend 30 to 40 years in office. Looking around, who is laughing? I hope, after the retirement age you don’t end up living a that kind of life in old age.

So, it may not be always true that humans are born with animalistic nature or behavior. Most of the time, humans become wild animals with the nature of wild non-vegetarian animals (I am not talking about the people who eat meat nor I have anything against them. Making clear) due to a lack of proper knowledge, education, understanding and desperation—or because they’ve been brainwashed by others for personal gain and profit.

But as I’ve written many times before—in this Internet and world wide era, anyone connected to the web has the chance and option to learn almost everything for free. Otherwise, doing so before the existence of Internet and world wide web in life was nearly impossible. Even before the existence of Internet and world wide web in my life, my own capacity to understand, know, calculate and evaluate things deeply and elaborately my own was very limited or narrow. Although the process of learning and understanding for Earthly humans doesn’t stop until the last breath, there are still some things in life that must be learned and understood as soon as possible.

And now, doing so is free and easy—because almost everything is available on the World Wide Web. And somehow building a website became part of my journey too. Otherwise, I would’ve never imagined doing this on my own. Well then—let’s see how all this content on the website makes me evaluated as a whole personality and character in the eyes of visitors from around the world.

The reason I started building my website, nandverma.com, was my passion for words. Although I’ve been writing poems and lyrics for fun since my teenage years—mostly in Hindi with some Urdu words—I never imagined that one day I’d be able to write in English too. English isn’t my first language, and to be honest, I’ve always struggled with spelling. I’ve never had a professional editor either.

Around 1997 or 1998, while living in USA, I bought my first big-screen desktop computer and somehow managed to connect to the World Wide Web through 56k modem Internet. And I think one of my roomate also was sharing the Internet. Since then, whenever I had free time and wanted to keep myself engaged with something that truly interested me 100%, I would spend time on my computer. Otherwise, at least in my case while awake, if my mind isn’t fully occupied in to something with 100% intrest, even passing time can feel difficult.

I began creating my website—www.nandverma.com—around February or March of 2007. Since then, my mind and body have stayed busy. Whether it’s building, maintaining, managing, or running the website, or writing, creating content, editing, or updating it, I’ve always found something not only very intresting to do but but the same kept me busy with 100% intrest as well.

Even though I’m still not perfect at writing or speaking my mother tongue 100% correctly and accurately, that didn’t stop me from writing in English, especially after buying the computer. Although while working in the USA, most of the time you have to communicate in English, but writing about anything so elobrately is totally different from speaking. Even in old age, I still feel like I’m not perfect at anything, but I’ve kept writing since my teenage years.

And if I’m not wrong, since around 1983, I’ve worked in many five-star hotels, motels, and all kinds and types of restaurants In India and USA just to stay financially afloat. From around 1980 to 1996, I kept trying to start something of my own, including opening a restaurant in the USA in 1996 with a business partner—before getting married and having children. But I think one more time even in USA I chose the wrong business partners. And of course I think since February 2007 whenever I had a free time I kept working on a website: www.nandverma.com

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Otherwise, while back in India, during my college years before 1980, things didn’t go well for me academically. So in 1997 or 1980, I decided to start a business in partnership by taking a loan of about ₹10,000 against gold from a local bank in my hometown. Looking around—who’s laughing? Hello! At that time, ₹10,000 wasn’t a bad amount to kick off a small venture or whatever.

Think about it: in 1974 or 1975, the lead actors and actresses of the Hindi movie Sholay were paid modestly, even though the film eventually made around ₹450 crore (roughly $50 million USD). Although the numbers online keep changing, so it’s hard to say exactly how much the movie earned. It’s said that back then, $1 USD was worth less than ₹2. But if India has progressed so much since then, why is $1 USD now equal to ₹87? That’s a whole other chapter.

What? I said—if back in 1982, you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) had made ₹1 or ₹2 million through business, you could’ve gotten married too. Yeah, because at that time, I had a very deep crush on three female college students. Whenever I saw them, I’d start drooling. They were about 1 or 2 inches shorter than me,that would make them around 5 feet 7 inches tall and had snowy white complexions. could’ve married all three of them, for sure. I mean if they didn’t have any objection.

Looking around again—who’s laughing? Hello, I’m not joking.

What? I said, you think you (Mr. Nand L. Verma) failed in business because of partnership issues. Yeah. Although, delayed and not fair decesion by the court in USA also played a huge role to ruin me financially as well. Otherwise, I never ever imagined few things happening in a country like USA. That’s why, when it comes to my website now, I’m 100% solo. Yeah—and believe me, being solo feels like the biggest relief while working on my website: www.nandverma.com

And so far (as I’m updating this page in September), the best part of my life’s journey in old age is that I’ve never spent any time in jail or a hospital. I consider that a very valuable part of life—especially since there were moments between 1986 to 2021 in life when 3 times I came dangerously close to both, and even nearly died.

Of course, after retirement and in old age the chances of falling ill have increased. But I’m grateful for the journey so far in the form of not falling seriously sick nor ending up in hospital, and even in old age whenever I have free time it keeps me busy while keep doing something on a website: www.nandverma.com or keep making contents for the same. But still after reaching retirement age, most people still have to prepare themselves to deal with many challenges. You never know when the mind or body might start to falter—when some of the screws in body and mind loosen, fall apart, so to speak—or when blood flow, hindered by various obstacles in the veins, fails to nourish every part of the body and brain.

And let’s be honest: in a country like the USA, if some elderly people have to survive on just $350, $400, $500, $600, $700, $800, $1000, or $1200 a month from Social Security, then old age isn’t exactly “golden.” On the other hand, if someone is healthy in every sense and willingly chooses to do something (I mean not getting high by consuming wrong and harmful stuff) every day—driven by 100% interest and not compulsion—then any age can be mentally and physically enriching.

As I mentioned before, I never married and never became addicted to anything in life including sex. I mean except food and clean water required on a daily basis to stay alive and healthy. That gives me a kind of freedom to say and do things that many others might not have, especially those who got deeply involved in various commitments at a young age. Sometimes, the responsibilitie, liabilities, addictions and life style created by anything that otherwise can’t be afford, sooner or later can push not just individuals or family but entire governments toward direct ot indirect unethical behavior or criminal action. Not sure about Gods and Goddesses.

Even up to the age of 40 or 45 atleast it wasn’t easy for me to become aware or knowledgeable about many things on your own. That made people vulnerable to falling into life’s many traps. But if I’m not mistaken, the arrival of the Internet and world wide web has made it possible for everyone to understand and evaluate many aspects of life more clearly before it is too late.

Still, I wonder: was the process of living a happy and healthy life always meant to be this complicated in some way almost for all the humans including me, even from the start of this century? Or are humans—and their governments—choosing to keep it that way?

Interestingly, I recently learned online that people are considered middle-aged until the age of 65. So technically and officially I entered old age of 65. That said, when I look around, I see many middle-aged people who already appear old. And yet, some middle-aged women around the world still look physically decent looking to me. To those ladies—keep it up!

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Other Languages  Although I’m not yet able to translate everything into other languages, viewing the art, designs, and pictures by Mr. Nand L. Verma doesn’t require any knowledge of language. The same applies to fusion collections of the best songs, their videos and playlists—you’ll often find that songs and visuals from different languages blend beautifully together including the one you understnad.

If you click on the link for other languages above, it will take you to a page similar to the one shown below, along with a list of available languages. Alternatively, you can click or tap any of the links below in your preferred language, and you’ll be directed to the home page of Mr. Nand L. Verma in the language you selected from the list. I tried my best to make my Home page and dispalying some of the contents on the same page as well as links available to categories like collections of the videos and their playsits, Art and Designs and Pictures by Mr. Nand L Verma.

However, for the time being if you want to translate the writen material available on a website:www.nandverma.com in English, you can use free digital translators. But digital trnaslatore may not be able to perfectly translate all written material from English into some of the other language perfectly. Not because it is always digital translators fault but it also can happen the way I wrote something in English. That’s why, in the future, I may need human translators to help translate the content in some of the languages accurately.

Until then, at least more people who understand the listed languages will be able to access content that doesn’t rely on language.

Looking around—who is laughing? Hello, I am talking about some of the contents on the pages of www.nandverma.com, like Art and Designs, Pictures, and the best collection of Music Videos from worldwide and their playlists by Mr. Nand L. Verma—not the pages of life.

Anyway, after a certain age, especially in this time and era of the Internet and World Wide Web, even romance, romantic life, or married life for some people in many countries—or any country—may not rely entirely on language. What? I said, all you need is love, love, and love. Yeah. Hey, why not? Because after a certain age, romantically, many things between men and women not only become a part of life, but also help keep the world going too. So, as long as no one is getting hurt in any sense or meaning, forced directly or indirectly, and no one’s life is getting ruined—at least for me, it is totally fine.

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